Life is not just about the race

Almost everything seems to fall so perfectly in place such that in many occasions, I do feel kind of scared that I might not be appreciative enough and might lose them one day. Such a silly thought though, but yea that's what I have been feeling...Haha. All I wish to do now is to cherish the moments, people (especially my close and loved ones) and the things I have. I will also give my best to better them. Other than that, 就顺其自然吧... 因为, 不完美还是最完美的 (:

"A promise made is a debt unpaid"- Robert Service I cant agree more to this statement. That promise and the whole episode makes me look like a fool. Indeed, I am gullible :S I planned to let it be and let the nature takes its course. I don't wish to explain, because I am tired of it. Similar problem just exist. But, "give her the benefits of doubts". Yes, I will. Because I hope to believe that she will understand, I hope she really will. A chat with my mum and cl, a fun trip to USS with 8.1, as well as a spontaneous day out with cl (mainly to brighten up my mood which it eventually did ((: ) certainly made me feel much much better now :')

Today I went to Pets Villa as volunteer to help out, together with adam,bk,cl and val. Compared to the first previous visit, the voluntary work today was pretty tougher this time. Besides scooping food into the dogs' bowls and feeding them, I had to help picked up pretty much poos and mop the urine there. Omg. My mum will sure be jealous of the dogs there because I didn't help her do housechores at home and did those stuff there! HAHAHA xD Oops time to do smth as a daughter le.. Anws, I was also being "challenged" by auntie say hoe to take up a mounting task, that was, to clean up dog cages! =O Although it appeared to be quite scary at first because of some "exciting" dogs, but I overcame it pretty well and I am quite proud of myself!:D Haha. It was also the first time I teared at Pets Villa and quite some times since I last teared.. This is the reason why I teared so much today: As usual to what I d...

It's all about choices. There's no right or wrong in some circumstances. Most importantly, it's the mutual understanding, and of course, trust towards the person who has made that choice. I have no regret because at least, I did try it with the company of my closest friends, and that, now I know that I am not suitable for the place and will never go there again. And so, that's it.  Only regret is that it had led to conflict between us:S