口中说放下了,但说穿了,是放下在某一个角落. 如果真的放下, 我为什么偶尔惦记着它 如果真的放下, 我为什么回想着它 如果真的放下, 长方形的它为何还有它? 如果真的放下, 为什么没勇气让它消失? 如果真的放下, 为何还留着它呢? 我, 真的放下了吗? I nearly wanted to give up. Really wanted to. I lost my determination to hold on. Suddenly, I feel helpless and my blend of five elements doesn't seem to be with me anymore. Jus wanna buy an air ticket to Bhutan, take my passport and fly away for a couple of months. I am imaging the scenario. Will that ever happen? Secondary school was like this, JC was like this too. And uni is still like this! Am i destined to stuck with this kind of life? If i am given a choice, i would choose to go and help the villagers who suffered and are still suffering greatly from the Mt Merapi eruption now. If i am given a choice, I would choose to go to the sub-African countries to help the people there. If i am given a choice...but do i have a CHOICE? I really want to do smth different apart from chiong-ing all assignments and projs all day long. I am sick and tired of them. I ...
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