Life is not just about the race

Sometimes, I do feel that I am easily affected by other people's behaviours. Whatever it is, I should just keep my cool and dont think too much. Yes, from now on.

I realised that I have been feeling a little moody recently, especially after the surgery. I would usually go for a run whenever I am down, but this time, I cant. The feeling of wanting to run, but not be able to run is quite uncomfortable. Just like there's something important missing in my life.. The swelling and surgery had incurred high medical costs and disrupted my holidays which I had planned thus far. No running, no going to ALL, no eating of seafood etc etc. All the things I like to do got to be paused for the moment, and I blamed myself for not taking good care of my health even more. Nevertheless, I wont let this to stop me from making full use of my holiday to do what I want. I will still go to ALL and run once I have recovered, and will start to tidy up my room and help in house  chores hopefully? Haha. But perhaps, this recovery process should be the time for me to spend more time on those I have neglected; my...