What's next?
I can feel that I am not looking forward to the things ahead anymore (or at least for now), and I feel like sleeping through the day. And yes, I slept through 16 hours last Saturday. Unlike the last time, I didn't feel guilty for sleeping that long that day. I felt energized after sleeping, yet not knowing what to do. The feeling of losing the enthusiasm to do things, or even looking forward to exciting things ahead can be pretty scary. Because you are not sure whether your enthusiasm can carry you far, but you know that those exciting things will come to an end eventually. Apart from that, there are more things to worry about as you get older and wiser (well, in the sense). You have to assume more responsibility in major decision-making process and be the peacemaker for the various situations. 好不想长大:( As of now, I am generally satisfied with what I have, though I have no "突破" (yet). 知足真的会常乐吗？No drive, no motivation. 死了也不会后悔太多吧？ Where will I ...