Yoz!!!!! The previous practice was really a waste of 2 hrs time.....the Choir dun noe wad happened, the standard dropped.....they happy, they sing properly..... they not happy, they give rubbish.....wad kind of attitude r they giving.....after how much Mr Yong had helped us and tolerated us, they still feel nth....really nth.....i really wanna juz scold them and let them wake up.....can i juz say here????? Haiz.....Choir ar Choir.....can u pls wake up anot????? Can u pls feel the urgency and do your very best.....Put in effots and the right attitude, the Choir can juz get a gold or even gold with honour.....pls lah Choir.....juz wake up can anot????? Why always need the teachers to scold u all then u all will wake up for only awhile only????? I really dun want to scold u all.....so can i really hope that they can really put in more efforts than they can give and put in 100% right attitude.....BELIEVE IN YOURSELF!!!!!
Feeling free. Being free. Doing freely.
Having lessons with Shaw is one of the best things that happened to me. Some lessons have been inspirational and they touch the very core of my heart - my fear, my inferiority complex, my feeling of 'never good enough'. I am thankful that I have someone other than my family members whom I can be vulnerable in front of, to have someone that I can discuss my inner thoughts freely with. Some of our conversations have prompted me to reflect more deeply about myself and my life. The lessons and mini performance opportunities given have also helped to normalise the feeling of being 'free', to play the way I want it to be, to let go of my self-consciousness and to judge myself a little lesser. Sometimes, I do feel tired trying to be 'good enough' and having fear of being judged. However, the past 2.5 months of wanderlust and 6 months of learning Counselling have made me realised that all these thoughts are uncalled for. If I didn't go ahead with the...
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