Yoz there!!!! It's such a long time that i last posted.. had been busy studying for the last few months...oh yeahx..XM Chorale got a GOLD for SYF 2007 this year!!!! so yup...now i will be foccusing on my studies for my GCE "o" Level exam le... well..as i had said earlier, i will be studying hard for this few months.. so i will post again on 13 November 2007!!!!! Hope my blog won't rot so much by that time..SEE YA!=)))))
Feeling free. Being free. Doing freely.
Having lessons with Shaw is one of the best things that happened to me. Some lessons have been inspirational and they touch the very core of my heart - my fear, my inferiority complex, my feeling of 'never good enough'. I am thankful that I have someone other than my family members whom I can be vulnerable in front of, to have someone that I can discuss my inner thoughts freely with. Some of our conversations have prompted me to reflect more deeply about myself and my life. The lessons and mini performance opportunities given have also helped to normalise the feeling of being 'free', to play the way I want it to be, to let go of my self-consciousness and to judge myself a little lesser. Sometimes, I do feel tired trying to be 'good enough' and having fear of being judged. However, the past 2.5 months of wanderlust and 6 months of learning Counselling have made me realised that all these thoughts are uncalled for. If I didn't go ahead with the...
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