Yoz! Last wednesday, we had attended a talk on defence in Singapore as well as SAF in the school hall until 3p.m and had no time to makan lunch. So we juz went for CCS activity. How wei lao shi bought biscuits for us to eat though. He is so nice. Haha. This made me think of Miss Tan too coz she once bought us bread when we did not have lunch due to Mr Tan using our break for GP lesson. Anws, the activity was the election. I decided not to take part though after much consideration. Yan You and I even went up to cancel our names. But in the end, bk and some others callled out my name. How wei lao shi and pan lao shi encouraged me to go for it lohx. So i went up so that i won't gu1 fu4 them. Okay i was rather nervous. I dun noe wad to say. Just introduced myself and said wad is the post i want in exco. This was juz the first round. Second round was the Q & A session. Anyone could ask the qns. When it was my turn, i couldn't answer well. In the end, it was not surprised that i didn't get into the final third round. I dun noe lehx..I felt quite weird inside.

Yesterday, it was labour day. Hahas like wad my principal said, labour day was a holiday for those who work but not for students. So yup, we were supposed to rush for our GPP first draft. Regina, Edeline and I went to pui jun's hse to do our GPP. We went there about 10 plus. As we got down into work, pui jun's mum was so good to serve us with drinks and ji1 dan4 mian4 bao1. Yummy!! So we continued to do our GPP though we may juz randomly chat in between. Hahas. There were 1 computer and 1 laptop for us to use. Hence, Regina and I did research on organic food stuff while pui jun and Edeline did research on food policies. While we were doing reearch, yining was like disturbing us through msn and we talking about the lunch we were going to makan. Hahas. Pui jun's mum was so good to treat us with pizza hut leh! Yining said that madeline's mother cooked fishball noodle for their grp too. LOLS. So while eating our pizza, Regina and Pui Jun played online games. Anws we were happy that we managed to complete our GPP by 3p.m! Hahas. After which, we went home soon after coz there will be geog test the next day.

Today, i was totally pissed off by my geog test. I forgot everything and i dun noe wad i am writing. 8 marks gone juz bcoz i didn't see the qns carefully and i identified wrong type of plate boundaries. Why am i always like that? So careless la. I hate my carelessness. I gonna fail this time unless Mr Ng is lenient enough to let me pass. My first geog test jiu4 zhe4 yang4 le and this da3 ji1 me very much. kui1wo3 hai2 shi4 ge4 pure geog. student and i juz flunked my physical geog test like that. Arrrr!!!!! Okay tmr is NAPFA test and i am doing 5 items. My sit up, shuttle run, i-pull, sit and reach all can make it except standing broad jump! I still couldn't pass 160cm and i am getting scared. Really hope that i could get at least a... C?

Lots of tests coming next week and i am getting more and more stressed up. Tutorial homework, revision, current affairs, PW, test and exams... Woo i need to clear alot of things this weekend. Hope that i will fair well in my next subsequent tests. I feel that I am easily affected right now. My mind is in the whirl. There seems to be alot of things popping up into my mind. Too heavy. I scared i can't balance them well. But I am not going to give up. Borrow my brother's used once de slogan "Never say die" =).

To have tried is better than to have not tried at all.
Never say die.
Be myself.

Believe in myself, I can and I will.
Holding tightly onto my blend of 5 elements : Believe. Confidence. Courage. Perseverance. Will.





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