Yoz! My promotional exam is finally over! I should rejoiced rite? But i still feel that there is smth stuck within me. To say the truth, i am not happy and i dun noe how to spend these "free" days. It's rather torturing. I ruined my Chem paper 1 ytd. No time to do. After umpteen times doing mcqs at home, i still dun have proper time management. I really hate myself la.
Anws, sjie's fav teacher walked around me ytd. hahas. When doing mcq paper, I usually put my OAS sheet in a "landscape mode", so it covers my particulars by the question papers. So he stood beside me, took my OAS paper and see whether i got fill in my particulars anot. Haha. I was surprised and i wanted to laugh coz i think of sjie. Then i think sjie kept looking at him and he knew he was at my table. So when he went off, i looked in the direction where sjie was sitting. LOLS. Coincidently, she also looked in my direction and our eyes met *****! LOLS. It's really funny and we started to laugh out! XD Sjie's fav teacher also collected OAS paper for my class! I thought of sjie again. HAHA=D
I thought everything came to an end but as wad sjie's fav teacher said, our nightmare had juz started. Our chem paper 2 and 3 were given back to us! Ahh.. the whole J1 cohort dun have the preparation! I was really nervous and scared. While i was still waiting for my papers, the ppl behind me said "hey, wo3 pass leh!" after the rcv their papers. So I rcv back my papers. Paper 2: 23/50 and Pape3 :21.5/40. I wanted to cry coz i failed by half mark. I told myself i muz try to find marks. So i counted and counted and finally my paper 3 was actually 22.5/40. Although i pass, i am still disappointed with myself. Coz to tell the truth, i didn't prepare well for chem that time bcoz i flunked my geog before it. I had no confidence anymore. I felt guilty.
Looking around me, some of my friends cried coz some of them failed. I dun noe how to console them coz i knew that feeling. Anws, we still proceeded to PW lesson. Everyone seems to have no mood. I really wanted to console them but i was at a loss too. I accompanied pj and jane to AMK's hub to makan at subway after PW. Hope they are feeling better=). I wanted to blog on class blog but didn't. In the end, i forwarded them an email sent by sjie about kids are quick aka laughter is the soul's medicine. Hope that this will make them smile a little. Haha jh msn me said that email very funny. LOLS. He also said i from joke club so this email sent can make it=). LOLS. So i got the credits from sjie. Thanks sjie=)
So today, bk nich and i going out to play our hearts out. I know that after today, i got to face the cruel reality courageously from tmr onwards. I am trying to be mentally prepared for any worst siuation. I really hope that all my frens and whole class of 0820 can promote tgt as one!
I can and I will_.
Anws, sjie's fav teacher walked around me ytd. hahas. When doing mcq paper, I usually put my OAS sheet in a "landscape mode", so it covers my particulars by the question papers. So he stood beside me, took my OAS paper and see whether i got fill in my particulars anot. Haha. I was surprised and i wanted to laugh coz i think of sjie. Then i think sjie kept looking at him and he knew he was at my table. So when he went off, i looked in the direction where sjie was sitting. LOLS. Coincidently, she also looked in my direction and our eyes met *****! LOLS. It's really funny and we started to laugh out! XD Sjie's fav teacher also collected OAS paper for my class! I thought of sjie again. HAHA=D
I thought everything came to an end but as wad sjie's fav teacher said, our nightmare had juz started. Our chem paper 2 and 3 were given back to us! Ahh.. the whole J1 cohort dun have the preparation! I was really nervous and scared. While i was still waiting for my papers, the ppl behind me said "hey, wo3 pass leh!" after the rcv their papers. So I rcv back my papers. Paper 2: 23/50 and Pape3 :21.5/40. I wanted to cry coz i failed by half mark. I told myself i muz try to find marks. So i counted and counted and finally my paper 3 was actually 22.5/40. Although i pass, i am still disappointed with myself. Coz to tell the truth, i didn't prepare well for chem that time bcoz i flunked my geog before it. I had no confidence anymore. I felt guilty.
Looking around me, some of my friends cried coz some of them failed. I dun noe how to console them coz i knew that feeling. Anws, we still proceeded to PW lesson. Everyone seems to have no mood. I really wanted to console them but i was at a loss too. I accompanied pj and jane to AMK's hub to makan at subway after PW. Hope they are feeling better=). I wanted to blog on class blog but didn't. In the end, i forwarded them an email sent by sjie about kids are quick aka laughter is the soul's medicine. Hope that this will make them smile a little. Haha jh msn me said that email very funny. LOLS. He also said i from joke club so this email sent can make it=). LOLS. So i got the credits from sjie. Thanks sjie=)
So today, bk nich and i going out to play our hearts out. I know that after today, i got to face the cruel reality courageously from tmr onwards. I am trying to be mentally prepared for any worst siuation. I really hope that all my frens and whole class of 0820 can promote tgt as one!
I can and I will_.
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