生命的终点站
当自己的生命剩下不多，自己会做些什么？
听到二姑时日不多的消息， 心里好难受。通常会在电视连续剧听到的，我亲耳从我堂姐听到。动两次的大手术， 对抗病魔多年， 还是没法打败它。我们都好不甘。
我多看二姑几眼， 好几次握她的手，叫她好好休息。 爸爸也是安慰二姑，叫她不要想太多， 现在是靠她的意志力打倒病魔。
真希望奇迹会出现。二姑， 加油！
Motherhood.
[Inspired by Annette to pen down postpartum thoughts] There is no sugar coating of the fact that the '4th trimester' and beyond has been the toughest one thus far. One thing about motherhood is that there will countless of adjustment to adapt to. Just when I thought that I have adjusted pretty well to the new routine, and to the little human, another waves of adjustment came along. My patience has been really put to test in motherhood, and am learning to cope with the mental stress. My parents have always said that I love to 'Pa Pa Zhao' (go everywhere), because I really do - catching up with friends, doing handmade stuff, and going on local staycay and overseas trip. The start of motherhood has led to me 'mourning' about the loss of my freedom to go out anytime (especially during this vacation), and self-judging my declined efficiency to complete the tasks that I planned to do. My thought was moody and sometimes, grey. Then, one of the conversations in the...
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