Yoz!!!!! I finally finished my holiday homework le!!!!! But then supposed to finish earlier de lohx......i slacking and dragging.....then i watched death note for a "short short" while......hehehehex.....then gonna get down to my studies for O Level 2007 and Choir stuff liaox......arghhh......STRESS!!!!! Hmm....nvm ..... i will overcome all these obstacles de.....yeahx!!!!! Anw, a few days ago, i finally found back myself as a role of Choir President.....though it had been a very long time to find it back.....but i am glad that at least i have found out who am i and my trueself and strength- cum- weakness now......hahahas.....i will continue to try my best to excel in my studies and as a Choir President de......=)))))

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