Yoz!!!!! This holiday is flying so fast away.....it lefts me 3 more weeks to complete my hw and brush up on my subjects.....i am feeling the fever for the O Level liaox.....i really dun want to regret.....so i have been telling myself to work very hard during this holiday by making full use of the time and work doublely plus triplely hard for next year.....but then i still have choir to take care of.....heng that Mr Yong helped me to start the "bonding" and to let me continue.....soo i will also try my best to gel the Choir together.....hope that i will not disappoint him.....i will try my really best in doing anything.....whether in studies or in Choir, in anyway or wadever, i must use my true and sincere heart to do and fulfill my tasks.....i want to get 6 points for my L1R5 O level, a gold with honour for SYF 2007 and want all the people who know me to be happy and proud of me for what i have really done my very best in all areas =))))). Caampataik MH!!!!! Jia You!!!!!
Feeling free. Being free. Doing freely.
Having lessons with Shaw is one of the best things that happened to me. Some lessons have been inspirational and they touch the very core of my heart - my fear, my inferiority complex, my feeling of 'never good enough'. I am thankful that I have someone other than my family members whom I can be vulnerable in front of, to have someone that I can discuss my inner thoughts freely with. Some of our conversations have prompted me to reflect more deeply about myself and my life. The lessons and mini performance opportunities given have also helped to normalise the feeling of being 'free', to play the way I want it to be, to let go of my self-consciousness and to judge myself a little lesser. Sometimes, I do feel tired trying to be 'good enough' and having fear of being judged. However, the past 2.5 months of wanderlust and 6 months of learning Counselling have made me realised that all these thoughts are uncalled for. If I didn't go ahead with the...
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