Yoz! Finally, Friday is here again. This week is tests' week. 3 tests: GP, Maths and Econ. I had a feeling that this week is not my week, not my days. Everything seems to go against me. Hope this feeling will get rid of me right now!
Monday: My first standard full length essay GP test. I am nervous. I am scared. i woke up at 5 .30a.m-6a.m to juz glance through eudcation. When GP test begun, my heartbeat was pounding incessantly. Wow, that's dramatic but this was how i felt at that moment. My intro was okay but my development points were in the mess. I dun noe wad i talking about. I basically repeated wad had written earlier on. My conclusion even worse. 3 sentences to end off. Wad a good game. I die. Wad if i get a single digit for the test? Gosh, can't imagine that. My english needs improvement.
Wednesday: My 2nd maths test on inequalities. Gosh, the test was juz 10min and everything was in the rush. My maths teacher kept rushing us and nagging non-stop at us. It's unbearable. My whole class couldn't stand it. Left 2 more min and i still didn't finish. In the end, i forgot to put the range down. Gosh, she took the answer paper away from us straightaway. Regina dun have time to complete her test. She did wrongly. She cried coz she would be getting zero. She cried bcoz she studied so hard yet she got a zero. I sympathize her coz i had these experiences before. So yup, test flunked again. After test, my teacher basically rushing everything for tutorial. My buddy and I were called out to do the tutorial qns. My buddy missed out things wrongly and the teacher started to say " ah yo, u forgot the steps. Asymptotes! where is it! Ai yo the graph huh?!" My friend could not stand it longer and she replied, " teacher, ok ok, i noe.. this right? Ok ok.. i changed..." Luckily, i didn't dio arrow. Back to my seat, i was having a headache. I dun noe y her voice made my head so pain. Really. My friend also. She said her voice very noisy. I hope that she could give us one min of silence but she talked non-stop for 1hr.
CCA time. I could not stand any longer. Why am i always easily affected by ppl? I already toldmyself earlier on that i would stick to the cca i want but in the end my decision wavered again. I hate my indecisiveness. I really hate it. Am i joining bcoz of him or wad? Wad am i really doing? Will i be happy if i get into the cca i choose? Wad do i want? I told myself that. Final decision. CCS. I won't change. Maybe not joining exco.. If really join, it will be the minor post.I will definitely want to join class commitee though coz 0820 rocks! My decision is firm this time and i not going to change it though. I told Sushan about whether to quit ccs anot n she discouraged me. She explained to me that drama always like that one, if dun have syf or performance, we will slack like hell. But once we have these events, we will get real busy and there will be loads of fun in between this period of time. She used her 4 yrs of drama experiences to tell and promise me that. Okay, i also become an editor for a chinese book tgt with Sushan, Weithong, Peiyu, Geraldine andLi Chuen. Hahahas heard that all H1 students have to buy it but we dun need though. =)
Thursday: No GP lesson coz Mr Tan had smth on. Everyone was happy. I okay only. During the maths lesson, eveyone was in the wild. They were all laughing like hell at the teacher. "Small infinity over big infinity, wad do u get?", she asked us. Nobody knew wad she talking about. Oh my. While we were laughing, she was getting angry that she shouted at us, "tot" the marker's tip hard on the board and her face was abit red. Imagine that. Anws, most of the gals in my class was having flu and getting sick. Contagious.
Friday: Econ test. I dun noe whether to say that i stupid or wad. I cancelled off my correct answer and replaced with thw wrong one last minute. Oh my gosh. Why am i so rash?Although it is worth 2 marks only, but i noe it will make a great difference. test flunked once more. Triple flunk this week. It's really not my week. I hope to end this week soon and start a new week afresh. Anws i saw him twice. One along the staircase when he climbed down while i climbed up and one in the lift. LOLS. The lift was full of students with Mrs Chong. When the lift opens and 2nd floor, i was surprised to saw his face. He could not enter coz he needed to push a trolley full of books with another guy. He smiled until i couldn't see his eyes. LOLS. Saw him in 2 consecutive times in one day unexpectedly. Hahas. Okay, this has no meaning. Juz randomly posts this for the sake of doing so XD And there was a first-ever joke club meeting on that day too! But aww too bad, i had missed the meeting coz i was having lesson.
I have to hand in my final PI by next wed. I will try my utmost effort to do it well=D I had alot of things to do and revise during this weekend. Tmr is chinese fan yi competition and i am going with friends to give support too!
Okay that's all for today. Good nite and have a nice weekend.=)
Believe in Myself, I can and I will !!!!!
Monday: My first standard full length essay GP test. I am nervous. I am scared. i woke up at 5 .30a.m-6a.m to juz glance through eudcation. When GP test begun, my heartbeat was pounding incessantly. Wow, that's dramatic but this was how i felt at that moment. My intro was okay but my development points were in the mess. I dun noe wad i talking about. I basically repeated wad had written earlier on. My conclusion even worse. 3 sentences to end off. Wad a good game. I die. Wad if i get a single digit for the test? Gosh, can't imagine that. My english needs improvement.
Wednesday: My 2nd maths test on inequalities. Gosh, the test was juz 10min and everything was in the rush. My maths teacher kept rushing us and nagging non-stop at us. It's unbearable. My whole class couldn't stand it. Left 2 more min and i still didn't finish. In the end, i forgot to put the range down. Gosh, she took the answer paper away from us straightaway. Regina dun have time to complete her test. She did wrongly. She cried coz she would be getting zero. She cried bcoz she studied so hard yet she got a zero. I sympathize her coz i had these experiences before. So yup, test flunked again. After test, my teacher basically rushing everything for tutorial. My buddy and I were called out to do the tutorial qns. My buddy missed out things wrongly and the teacher started to say " ah yo, u forgot the steps. Asymptotes! where is it! Ai yo the graph huh?!" My friend could not stand it longer and she replied, " teacher, ok ok, i noe.. this right? Ok ok.. i changed..." Luckily, i didn't dio arrow. Back to my seat, i was having a headache. I dun noe y her voice made my head so pain. Really. My friend also. She said her voice very noisy. I hope that she could give us one min of silence but she talked non-stop for 1hr.
CCA time. I could not stand any longer. Why am i always easily affected by ppl? I already toldmyself earlier on that i would stick to the cca i want but in the end my decision wavered again. I hate my indecisiveness. I really hate it. Am i joining bcoz of him or wad? Wad am i really doing? Will i be happy if i get into the cca i choose? Wad do i want? I told myself that. Final decision. CCS. I won't change. Maybe not joining exco.. If really join, it will be the minor post.I will definitely want to join class commitee though coz 0820 rocks! My decision is firm this time and i not going to change it though. I told Sushan about whether to quit ccs anot n she discouraged me. She explained to me that drama always like that one, if dun have syf or performance, we will slack like hell. But once we have these events, we will get real busy and there will be loads of fun in between this period of time. She used her 4 yrs of drama experiences to tell and promise me that. Okay, i also become an editor for a chinese book tgt with Sushan, Weithong, Peiyu, Geraldine andLi Chuen. Hahahas heard that all H1 students have to buy it but we dun need though. =)
Thursday: No GP lesson coz Mr Tan had smth on. Everyone was happy. I okay only. During the maths lesson, eveyone was in the wild. They were all laughing like hell at the teacher. "Small infinity over big infinity, wad do u get?", she asked us. Nobody knew wad she talking about. Oh my. While we were laughing, she was getting angry that she shouted at us, "tot" the marker's tip hard on the board and her face was abit red. Imagine that. Anws, most of the gals in my class was having flu and getting sick. Contagious.
Friday: Econ test. I dun noe whether to say that i stupid or wad. I cancelled off my correct answer and replaced with thw wrong one last minute. Oh my gosh. Why am i so rash?Although it is worth 2 marks only, but i noe it will make a great difference. test flunked once more. Triple flunk this week. It's really not my week. I hope to end this week soon and start a new week afresh. Anws i saw him twice. One along the staircase when he climbed down while i climbed up and one in the lift. LOLS. The lift was full of students with Mrs Chong. When the lift opens and 2nd floor, i was surprised to saw his face. He could not enter coz he needed to push a trolley full of books with another guy. He smiled until i couldn't see his eyes. LOLS. Saw him in 2 consecutive times in one day unexpectedly. Hahas. Okay, this has no meaning. Juz randomly posts this for the sake of doing so XD And there was a first-ever joke club meeting on that day too! But aww too bad, i had missed the meeting coz i was having lesson.
I have to hand in my final PI by next wed. I will try my utmost effort to do it well=D I had alot of things to do and revise during this weekend. Tmr is chinese fan yi competition and i am going with friends to give support too!
Okay that's all for today. Good nite and have a nice weekend.=)
Believe in Myself, I can and I will !!!!!
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