Yoz okay let's continue! Hmm.. for this blog, it will kinda getting emotional...Yup promo coming and it was over last Friday. But why didn't I felt that "happiness" in me? I knew i was not prepared well for this promo. I dun have the same confidence which I have during my mid-yr exam. I am afraid of being retained.

Alot of friends and even my bros said that I won't but everything is unpredictable. Who knows right? i dreamt of failing my promo. I dreamt of econ after my econ papers >.<" Am i under tremendous stress? Before econ case study exam, I was revising with sjie and levina. So i was kinda emotional and talking about being afraid not getting promoted and my tears started coming out:X Yup, they have the same sentiments, when we study, we would come at a pt pondering why we study so hard for. Juz to get a promo pass, juz to get into university. I wondering is this a real life which i want to lead? Do I have a choice? What is my life goal? Seriously, I have no great idea yet and I am searching for it. Now, I juz really hope that I will pass my promo and hopefully know my goals in life.

During the promo's preparation, friendship's matter still whirling around my head. I had that urge to juz email her telling wad I feel and everything i had been bottled for so long. But in the end, I didn't. I hope that we know in our heart wad's going on and that we will do smth about it.

Today, I was hlping my ah yi in preparation for opening the ladies clothing shop for the entire day. Tired but felt s sense of satisfaction and achievement=). I didn't even thought of going into fashion business. I am not like regina who is so crazy about it. Hahaha. So muz learn some skills from her. XD Yup, we spent the whole day packing and cleaning the shop. Then, my 2nd bro met us and help to stock up more supplies. We bought an additonal of 10 more designs. Hahahas. My ah yi and bro let me decide wad to buy leh. I was so nervous la. I could not imagine I did smth silly- I mistooken $50 notes for a $100 notes! So the clothings were about $400 and i took 4 $200 notes for the lady. Then my bro and her looked at me, gong gong -ly. LOLS. Then my bro, ah yi and I was laughing hard at my funny actions! XD

So I was appointed to be the first and only person to open the shop later!I am very nervous now! Hope that i won't make any mistake later! Yup.=D

I can and I will!
If u really want to, u can hear we say
Only if u want to, u can find ur way
If u really want to, u can seize the day
Only if u want to, will u find ur way
=)))))

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