Yo it is another start of the week! Today is a kind of rushing and bu ru yi day for me xD.. Woke up quite early but still late (coz i was too engrossed in playing Suduko) and actually forgt to bring my ez link card when i tap in the mrt!! But luckily, i gt train my stamina, so can hang it there! I love the kuai4 gan3! It made me more alert! xDD In the end, i was only around 5 min late! xD Met zq, elaine and her frens at the lobby. HAHA. I was not the latest after all xD But i will be punctual nxt time! xD Work is not tt heavy, work life as per normal (:
Feeling free. Being free. Doing freely.
Having lessons with Shaw is one of the best things that happened to me. Some lessons have been inspirational and they touch the very core of my heart - my fear, my inferiority complex, my feeling of 'never good enough'. I am thankful that I have someone other than my family members whom I can be vulnerable in front of, to have someone that I can discuss my inner thoughts freely with. Some of our conversations have prompted me to reflect more deeply about myself and my life. The lessons and mini performance opportunities given have also helped to normalise the feeling of being 'free', to play the way I want it to be, to let go of my self-consciousness and to judge myself a little lesser. Sometimes, I do feel tired trying to be 'good enough' and having fear of being judged. However, the past 2.5 months of wanderlust and 6 months of learning Counselling have made me realised that all these thoughts are uncalled for. If I didn't go ahead with the...
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