Life is not just about the race

This week was a bad week for me :/ Everything was bad. There were alot of troubles piling within me. And this partly caused my 2 assignments to screw up :'( Monday, i was scolded by my teacher during cooking session. I ming ming studied and prepared myself for the practical alrdy but i still screwed up. My teacher kept saying why i so slow and why i didn't focus :( During this week, I heard my mother's side de family troubles and my xin li also wei le zhe xie shi qing er fan shang jia fan. Moreover, I thought I have straighten out my thought and am now looking ahead to finish these 8 years. But, I jus realised I zhen de hai shi zuo bu dao:(( I got chong dong xiang quit! But i know xiang zhe yang duo, zui huo hai shi will stay back de. No use, no point thinking about it. Also, what i studying now is actually what i want (cooking + resource mgmt + entrepreneurship + geography). It is just that the job i want is different. Just as I was so down, i felt encouraged by these wor...

I had an awesome JJ day with shijie just now:D In the morn, i went for my discourse academic writing lesson. Usually, I used to write my reflection very slowly. But today, surprisingly, I could write very fast and left the class earlier xD Coz it's JJ day! :D Met up with sj to collect the concert tix before heading to pasta waruku for lunch. Lol there was a variety of pasta there and we dunoe which one to choose! Haha in the end, we decided to take half+half pasta set each so that we can have 4 different pastas altgt:D LOL. We took up a challenge to order the black black squid with squid ink pasta! Haha we were wondering, "squid ink can consume de meh?". But anws,we just try it for fun xD Andd it turned out to taste very nice! Even better than the rest of the pasta which we ordered sia. LOL. Yea the long awaited JJ qian ming hui! Haha i was very excited sia. Sj said i looked like yi qian de ta. Haha. But when we were approaching him, I became jin zhang and stoned there s...

Not feeling really well this week. The eye allergy come and go and it spreads to other parts of body ;// Itchy, itchy and more itchy. In addition, there are two upcoming deadlines for my submission of assignments too >. 进退两难 没有承诺, 哪何交待. Gone. Go with it. I should learn to stock-take of myself so that I will understand myself better. Thanks eileen (TGY) for reminding me that (:

"Coz being too optimistic, you always see things in a good ways and miss out some stuff that you need to rectify. But overall, being optimistic is still the best (:" Yes, we think alike although it is quite contradicting xD Happy CNY eve!!:D Going to 守夜 later tonight ((: