This week was a bad week for me :/ Everything was bad. There were alot of troubles piling within me. And this partly caused my 2 assignments to screw up :'( Monday, i was scolded by my teacher during cooking session. I ming ming studied and prepared myself for the practical alrdy but i still screwed up. My teacher kept saying why i so slow and why i didn't focus :(

During this week, I heard my mother's side de family troubles and my xin li also wei le zhe xie shi qing er fan shang jia fan. Moreover, I thought I have straighten out my thought and am now looking ahead to finish these 8 years. But, I jus realised I zhen de hai shi zuo bu dao:(( I got chong dong xiang quit! But i know xiang zhe yang duo, zui huo hai shi will stay back de. No use, no point thinking about it. Also, what i studying now is actually what i want (cooking + resource mgmt + entrepreneurship + geography). It is just that the job i want is different.

Just as I was so down, i felt encouraged by these words, "If you know your goal, how long it takes to reach it doesn't matter".. Thanks (:

I gave myself one day of holiday to relax myself today. It was such a relaxing day, away from work for a moment. In the morning, I went to play with the kids @ sk, afternoon celebrated ivy's bdae and evening went for steamboat, play rockband and playstation @ Andrew's hse ((:

I know I am going to face the reality again. But from now onwards, I am going to yi shun qi zi ran de tai du qu mian dui. I will still give my best shot but i bu hui zai sha sha de do beyond that. Bcoz, i had been doing that for the past 6 years but it didn't work out well. So, I would rather enjoy everyday I live than to stress myself so much. Rmb, we only live life once. 我要精彩的活下来. This is my take.

Dont worry, be happy. Gan gan zuo ge kai xin ren! :D

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