Life is not just about the race

"What if I were to die tomorrow?" I suddenly have such thought probably because I have the whole of June Holiday to think through about my life thus far and I finally have the freedom to decide on my future (work) life. You may be thinking of why I am thinking negatively, but I thought that it is a question that is so real.  As I was pondering over this question, I am thinking about how the death will affect myself or the people around me. Well, life continues and the earth will still keep turning.  In terms of work, I realised that no one is irreplaceable, and there will always be that "other one" who will keep it going. I have suddenly seen this clearly after 6 months when Miss Sim is no longer around in school. And so, I will not be that silly anymore to slog my heart out over work, and will show more self-care to myself. As for family, I hope that my death wont inconvenient them. I suddenly realised that I have too many things at home and I do not wis...

It has been so long since I last posted. I have always wanted to, but am plain lazy to do so. Things have pretty much the same, with a few major episodes happening in between. I am trying to be more spontaneous in taking charge of what I want in life, and I hope that these will be fulfilled accordingly so without any regret.The thought of going to Australia for a year is really exciting and I cannot wait to realise this common goal with CL:) Nevertheless, I do feel stress about how I can help contribute to speed up the process and prepare ourselves better. Good news: I am nearing the end of my 4 years bond! No doubt, I AM getting more excited for the next 3 months to welcome my 'freedom', but I realised that I feel more stressed:( Is it self-given stress or am I just afraid that I cannot realise the goal of going to Australia next year? I really don't know.  Recently, there are several mentions about mental health matter. From Miss Elim Chew, to the school and...