Life is not just about the race

My slack school semester has finally ended. Unlike the past few semesters when I would really get very high and say, "YAY, it's finally over!", I wasnt' this high this time round. That's probably because I have slacked through this semester and so, whether the exams is over anot, I didn't feel much difference. Oh no, is it a good sign or a bad sign? :O Also, I will have the feeling of "emptiness" when the exams are over and there's nothing more to study for now. Certainly not a good sign =S And so, with the semester drawing to an end, I am more motivated to make full use of the time to do the things that I want to do, and not spent so much of it on sleeping like what I would usually do. I had been staying at home for the past 3 days, planning my holiday acitivites, from finding jobs to planning our holiday expedition around Singapore! (: I feel a little sense of achievement after what I had done *Hehe* I am also feeling ...

What is love? "Love is seeing an imperfect person perfectly" "Love is embracing differences and discovering ways in which to build a common lifestyle, share decision-making, and taking equal responsibility for the results."  It not only applies to just a boy-girl relationship, but also to family as well as close friends (8.1)(: Then, what is love language? There are five love languages:  •Words of Affirmation This is when you build your boyfriend/family/friends' self image and confidence by affirming them through words verbally. •Quality Time Some people believe doing things together and focusing in on one another is the best way to show love. •Gifts It is universal in human cultures to give gifts. They don't have to be expensive to send a powerful message of love.  •Acts of Service Discovering how you can best do something for your boyfriend/family/friends will require time, effort and creativity. These acts of service need to be done wit...

I just need to focus more and get down to real tasks as a work smart-work hard student for just less than two months. Just that. Just do it *tick*

I am grateful for the many things that we had gone through together, bettering each other and making our friendship stronger day by day. Thanks for being who you are, and making a great impact on my life. I believe that our friendship will last, if we keep on maintaining it (: 祝我们的友谊万岁! :D

Just how much more can I hang in there? Internal motivation is draining :S What will it become if one day, I just totally give up on trying bcoz I am really drained by the responsibility that I am carrying? But deep inside me, I know that I won't give up; I would like to prove to myself that I can do it, as long as it's within my own means. Even if it's not within my own means, I will give my best bcoz as long as I try, there will not be much regret. Back again, how come such a positive thought comes and goes when I am handling these stuff? Then, I begin to wonder why I agree to take up such a position, why I am working so hard for? I guess, to seriously say, I took on the position is more towards bcoz there are no other available choice to choose from. Perhaps, that's why I always got to struggle with that little devil in my head when things went wrong etc. Maybe my heart of being a C/H is just not totally there, yet. I am just merely trying to fulfill my task and resp...

A memorable 27th Feb spending under the night sky for hours(: Keep going, two-way communication! Builds up our relationship, stronger((:

Thanks for your hand-baked, sweet (taste of the macarons! Hahaha =P) and special Valentine's Day gift! Really appreciate it! Shall work harder for my ice cream swiss roll! Heh. Happy Valentine's Day! ((:

A series of things just happened within the past 2 days. Dramatic and overwhelming. I never commit any huge mistake before for CCA or another non-academic stuff in my entire life. But this time, I did it in FoC. I condemn myself, and even doubt my ability to do things well as a leader now. I had not been eating well nor slping well after this thing happens. But I am glad that the situation did improve, and those who cares about what's happening to me. Thanks for your concern, I really appreciate it! (: I also somehow glad that this whole episode suddenly makes me to become more careful and serious in what I do, which is a good thing! Haha. Think positive. Lol. On a muchhhhh happier note, today marks our first month, being together (: Thanks for being who you are, and bettering me all this while. I believe that there will be many more months, and eventually years to come as we make it happen,together ((:

Different people have different perspectives, so they bring across their ideas and thoughts to the rest via communication. Understanding towards one another can be enhanced via communication and communication is only effective if both parties are willing to talk about it. That's called open communication (: I believe in proper open communication, be it with friends, loved ones, kids and main comm. Just do it ;)

You have become one of the most important people in my life. Thanks for being part of my life (: "Easy is keep the friendship with words Difficult is to keep it with meanings" Bcoz I am part of the clique, I care. Bcoz I cherish that I am part of the clique, I voiced out. I really hope that 8.1 can overcome the most pressing problem tgt now. Let's keep and maintain our friendship with meanings (:

Memorable day of 1 Jan. How I wish everyday will be as happy as today (:

There were alot of things happening recently, especially during the preparation of Dec event till now at the moment. Several particular events had also made me think alot for the past few nights, sorting out my thoughts. I thought I was quite determined to stay in main comm next year, but after the Dec event and stuff, I began to ponder whether to stay on anot, or to leave and remain as members. I missed the times being as a member..no need to get myself so busy for many things (which my bro regarded that as redundant) and stress myself out. But then again, it was the main comm work that kept me occupied and going when I was down and didnt feel like going to school for the previous semester. I dont deny that joining main comm had brought me quite some fun and laughter, as well as some lessons learnt..including training me to become more vocal and confident in speaking up. Perhaps, Haur Ming is right. Since I dun need to earn hall points, I can just quit main comm and join sub-comm in...

You are getting not only on mq's nerve, but also my nerves this time. Am I the reason that makes you become like that (I will really really be guilty for that :/) or are you always like this? I was really quite angry with you just now, but still need to xin ping qi he de update you about T-Edge volunteer's bonding. Tell me, what are you thinking? I am tired of this guessing game, I bet mq too. The results have released. Many people kept asking me why I don't want to check out now. Well, the results will still be there, I will know it sooner or later within mouse click. However, I dont deny that I got abit xiao jing zhang coz i wonder how badly i will fare this time LOL. This is the first ever exam that i really shun qi zi ran, as in dun have much fear unlike in the past de shang kao chang. Although I do admit that I am a little hack care about my studies this time round, there is still a thrust in me to make sure that I get at least As and Bs for all subjects. For that, I a...

It felt great to stay at home the whole day! (: Stayed at home clearing my room, chit-chatting with my mother, as well as walking to and fro kitchen to find food to munch on! :X After clearing the room for one whole day, I managed to clear all those unwanted stuff! *hint hint* Retail therapy soon? Hahaha. There is one particular drawer in my room, yes, that one, that kept all my past memories, from primary sch to sec sch and to JC years. As I re-opened and re-read the letters and stuff, I couldn't stop smiling and sometimes, armchioing to myself (: The ones that imprinted deeply in my mind were those talking about my smile! Hahaha. I am wondering whether my smile is really that infectious, like what Janice had said in her farewell note! xD But yea, I will spread the smile to more people and brighten up their day(: Stop frowning, smile a little! :D Things are progessing pretty well over these past few weeks (: , though there were ups and downs, as well as several dilemmas. Am I rea...

Friday was such a "happening" day with Candice, Meiqi, Shijie and I when we went to collect pinatas from our sponsors. We spent one hr plus flagging for taxi at a niao bu sheng dan de di fang. When we really did flag for a taxi, it was the time when the 3 of us (at different locations) flag for 3 cabs respectively at the same time! -.- Shld I laugh or cry? Lol. Anws we went for sushi buffet next! Okay, the same things have already repeated so many times. I cant stand myself for always messing up such stuff. If some things known are meant to complicate more things, I think it will be, at best, remain unknown. BK ORD loh! :D I was really honoured to have been invited by BK to attend his ORD parade with jinhoe! I was kinda excited about it coz I nvr been to army camp before! I kept taking pictures of BK during the parade and even snapped one picture which caught BK armchio-ing! Hahaha. And, I finally met one of his fellow mate whom he kept mentioning to me before too! At the sam...

Felt so much better after saying all out to Candice! (: Looking forward to dec! :D

This time, I will cherish it..(:

This morning, I went with jamie to Mrs Yeap's wake at the church. And what a coincidence that I met CL there too! He was there to help out for his friend's wedding though. After walking around the church area, we managed to find the room where Mrs Yeap was, and we became realy solemn. In there, we silently prayed for her and went forward to see Mrs Yeap one last time. Tears welled up. I regretted not having to wish her happy teachers' day this year. Mrs Yeap, thanks for your guidance during my 4 years in XMC, especially when I was the choir president then. Although you are strict, but that's bcoz you care for us; Although you always insisted us to put on thick red lipstick, but that's bcoz you wanted us to look best in public; Although you scolded us, but that's becoz you love us, Xinmin Chorale. RIP Mrs Yeap. Remembering you, always.

Some questions are meant to be unanswered.

Had a good chat with Nich and BK just now (: