Yoz!!!!! Today is a quite an okay day......today i have choir practice....near the end, Mr Yong told us wad can really improve ourselves.....no matter wad.....regarding our studies or singing.....if we have the right attitude and a strong determination and perserverance.....and never take last minute action then we will have a vast improvement..... so after that ,i pei sj they all to houngang point there take bus.....then go home lohx.....then my bro talked to me....asked me wad i want for my result for my O Level and Choir next year.....he gave me lots of qns which i need to answer them by this wed night.....although i think this is quite sianz.....but i think it is a good and ideal way for me to improve.....all i wanna say is thankz alot gor gor.....thankz lots!!!!!Hmmm..... i dun noe wad to say and update le.....nth much ......do physics assessments.....i gonna improve my physics.....today de bao xiao xing ren wang is chaoo funny!!!!! i laughed until my stomach sooo pain.....hahahs......chao funny jiu dui liaox.....hehehex.....
Feeling free. Being free. Doing freely.
Having lessons with Shaw is one of the best things that happened to me. Some lessons have been inspirational and they touch the very core of my heart - my fear, my inferiority complex, my feeling of 'never good enough'. I am thankful that I have someone other than my family members whom I can be vulnerable in front of, to have someone that I can discuss my inner thoughts freely with. Some of our conversations have prompted me to reflect more deeply about myself and my life. The lessons and mini performance opportunities given have also helped to normalise the feeling of being 'free', to play the way I want it to be, to let go of my self-consciousness and to judge myself a little lesser. Sometimes, I do feel tired trying to be 'good enough' and having fear of being judged. However, the past 2.5 months of wanderlust and 6 months of learning Counselling have made me realised that all these thoughts are uncalled for. If I didn't go ahead with the...
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