Yoz today had CCS again! Hahas still as enjoyable as the previous one. XD We played *clap clap* game, fish game as well as wan2 cheng2 gu4 shi4 de activity too! Hehe i shan't elaborate more! :X But one word to describe it : Fun! =D

I am starting to get tired. Busy life. Homework, PW and tests. Class. Friends. Well, i can still cope with my studies but there seems to be no time for me to digest completely. Always juz a touch and go one. Gosh. I lost my momentum. I am still lacking of time management. Wo3 mei2 shi2 jian1 X2. ( My bro always sing that whenever he is late..hahasXD) but i am still on the way of adjusting to a comfortable pace right now. =)

GP and PW tutorials r always nightmares to me. I could feel my heartbeat pounded incessantly whenever i attend those lessons. This may sound exaggerating but it's true. " If u all dun say, I will ask u to write a 1000 word essay. Anyone want to say?" This is the normal sort of threat by our GP teacher. I noe he is trying to help us but i think this dun really work. My CT mates hate him. He always threatened us. However, I like him in the way he teaches. Serious and succinct=)

My CT class is still nice and approachable but there is some cliques inside. Boys and gals split. Girls split into even more smaller groups. Well, i was trying hard to talk to some of the gals. But some of their characters do not match mine. We juz simply can't click at times. And for some, completely. I am not myself in front of them. I feel comfortable and relieved when i am with xms- cum-nyjc ppl. Maybe i think too much. But i am determined to be myself in front of them. Be myself.=)

Only things that make me really happy in school for now will be being together with my xinmin-cum-nyjc friends and attending CCS activities!...Yeahx! Hahas.=D

And I shall not dwell too much on others. I will work really hard for my studies.

Let's nature takes it course.=)

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