Reminiscence.
Feeling a little down and so, I decided to use my laptop for a little while. And woah, I happened to chance upon some msn convo which I have chosen to save because I don't want too forget the details or the entire convo with those people. With every word document that I have opened, I found myself smiling, silently giggling and also, moving nearly to tears while recalling those past fond memories.
I guess the ones which have impacted greatly on me would be YM and MQ's convo. Recently, I have been seeing Ivan & HK's photo, and Jack & Sarah's photo on facebook (and now, YM's convo). All these just made me ponder how things will be different if I were to be with either of another guy, be it Jack, Ivan or YM. It is not that I am having negative thoughts about my current r/s, but the decision to get tgt with someone is really crucial, and that decision also signifies a promise to commit wholeheartedly to the relationship. And I am quite glad that CL and I have done it pretty well so far..:)
As for MQ's convo, it makes me move near to tears as I feel that I have not done enough in putting efforts to spend time together with this closest friend of mine. I don't deny that ever since I have a bf, priority tends to shift and I did not spend the same amount of time with her in the past. And now, our meet-up becomes more infrequent (yet precious) especially when we are working now. When I have gotten into relationship, it was a joy to me, but yet, it's some sort of sour feeling to her having to "share" best friend with somebody else. If you ever chance upon this blog, I just want you to know, that I still do care/think about you although I did not contact you as frequently. And haha yes, I do feel jealous when you are closer to other friends in the clique instead of me although in the first place, I am spending most of my time with CL xD You once mentioned that " hope we will still remain close till the day you get married". Yes, with our effort to keep in touch with each other, we will :')
How I wish I can turn back time, to my favourite part of my life, which were the good old days in MSIG and WSC FOC main committee. Ahh..往事只能回味 :3
I guess the ones which have impacted greatly on me would be YM and MQ's convo. Recently, I have been seeing Ivan & HK's photo, and Jack & Sarah's photo on facebook (and now, YM's convo). All these just made me ponder how things will be different if I were to be with either of another guy, be it Jack, Ivan or YM. It is not that I am having negative thoughts about my current r/s, but the decision to get tgt with someone is really crucial, and that decision also signifies a promise to commit wholeheartedly to the relationship. And I am quite glad that CL and I have done it pretty well so far..:)
As for MQ's convo, it makes me move near to tears as I feel that I have not done enough in putting efforts to spend time together with this closest friend of mine. I don't deny that ever since I have a bf, priority tends to shift and I did not spend the same amount of time with her in the past. And now, our meet-up becomes more infrequent (yet precious) especially when we are working now. When I have gotten into relationship, it was a joy to me, but yet, it's some sort of sour feeling to her having to "share" best friend with somebody else. If you ever chance upon this blog, I just want you to know, that I still do care/think about you although I did not contact you as frequently. And haha yes, I do feel jealous when you are closer to other friends in the clique instead of me although in the first place, I am spending most of my time with CL xD You once mentioned that " hope we will still remain close till the day you get married". Yes, with our effort to keep in touch with each other, we will :')
How I wish I can turn back time, to my favourite part of my life, which were the good old days in MSIG and WSC FOC main committee. Ahh..往事只能回味 :3
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