Yesterday, Sj left the company..and soon it will be mq and my turn. Gonna miss all the fun and laughter we had altogether... I plucked up courage to face and do something that my feeling had refused to admit and do. Haha. No regret though because it's my choice and decision (: Pj sent me songs which are super addictive! xDD "When i get older, i will be stronger, they'll call me freedom..jus like a wavin' flag..":D
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It's start of July now. Rejections, rejections and more rejections. Practically, i was receiving all the rejection letters from uni for the past 2 mths. A total of 5 letters. Wow, that's..alot. Well, i accepted such cruel facts and at the same time wondering if i am one of those few who have rcved the most rejection letters. Ahaha. Luckily, NIE accepted me- the fact that had surprised me much coz i tot i would not pass the mere 5 min interview. Since young, all the ppl around me kept saying that i have the potential to be a good teacher, i have a teacher's look etc etc. At that time, i shrugged the idea off. But today, i am really going to be a teacher! So perhaps, 我一生注定要当老师? Haha. I dunoe how to react. I can say that i had been through alot(as in 吃苦 part) more than my friends and ppl around the same age as me while applying for uni-- from having interview (with professional educators) to taking entrance profiency test alone at an ulu place. Sometimes, i will be wondering,...
Yo it is another start of the week! Today is a kind of rushing and bu ru yi day for me xD.. Woke up quite early but still late (coz i was too engrossed in playing Suduko) and actually forgt to bring my ez link card when i tap in the mrt!! But luckily, i gt train my stamina, so can hang it there! I love the kuai4 gan3! It made me more alert! xDD In the end, i was only around 5 min late! xD Met zq, elaine and her frens at the lobby. HAHA. I was not the latest after all xD But i will be punctual nxt time! xD Work is not tt heavy, work life as per normal (:
Yo finally back to blogging. Many things had happened..酸甜苦辣都经历过... There's soo much things i wana say, but i dun noe where i shld start with. Now what is really troubling me all along is the uni application result. Well, NUS application is procssing..and SMU has rejected me. I was sad at first but it really cant help it. Maybe, academic results are still the most impt of all. That's y discretionary admission may nt help me at all. Nevertheless, i am still pinning some glimspe of hope,somewhere...Despite all this discouraging facts, I was at least pleased to hear tt i gt an interview frm the MOE. Athough i am not really keen in it, but i am thinking of giving a shot. Try is better than didn't attempt to try at all. 关关难过关关过! Other than worrying about this, my life now is like a standard rountine... Repeat the same thing, jus like the sun rising frm the east and setting in the west for 365 days all year round. (Perhaps i am exaggerated) But, i quite enjoy being part of the com...
Yo after waiting for 3 mths.. the results are out. Decided to go to work still coz i am afraid tt i will 胡思乱想. Felt tt the time past by v.quickly..tick tock tick tock tick tock... Finally, i got back my results. Disappointing but mus 知足常乐. I was really scared tt my GP will sure fail after i saw on the screen tt only 90.1% passes. Although i did nt fail, i gt the lowest pass. My econs and maths could have done better also. After all the grumbling within me, i told myself, 'wad's the use of saying all this? Buck up and get on with life!'. I had done my best and i accept the grades i have in my hands. Well, although i gt over myself, i gona also gt over all the ppl who kept probing about my results...我很想大声说:'我以经努力过了!' So time to plan for my future which is much more impt than getting sad over that piece of paper. Hope i can ar xD Anws, there had been news about lots of earthquakes and tsunamis happening around the world. In addition, countries over the world r experie...
Yo! Thought tt jus nw would be another "Monday blue" again but.. surprisingly it was not! Hahaha. Moreover, i felt tt the time had passed very quickly ytd too...tick tock tick tock, lunch time..tick tock tick tock knock off time xD Anws after work, i went to compass to design, ice cum buy bdae cake for my dearest big bro tgt with mq and sjie=) Woot i was v.nervous during icing the cake leh.. like no much idea.On the other hand, the children who are icing the cake had did it sooo much better than me leh xD they anyhow ice also seem to look better than me mine xDDD Haha. But luckily, there were mq and sjie around to support me and give me some inspiration. But i had made them stand for quite a long time with me w/o having dinner xD Thanks mq and sjie for accompanying me!:D So in the end, the cake was done but not really well-done la:X cos is quite plain... but like mq and sjie had told me, it's the thought tt's count=) Back home, I faster ate my dinner and continue to ...
Haha had been pondering in front of the comp for quite awhile to decide whether i wanna blog xD Finally.. i did!=) Release of GCE A level result is drawing nearer. "Judgement day".Yes i agree with wad Marie had name it for this day which is this coming fri. I tot i have been mentally prepared for the worst and of course, really hopefully for the best. But jus as i tot i was brave enough b able to face the fact tt's gg to reveal on fri, i suddenly got v.scared. Is that a hint to my resuls, i tot. Ytd, people from the direct dept asked hw long i will b working until to...and slowly, they asked me about the result. It seems tt the office is starting to talk about this..pressure:X Felt tt i have not been be myself lately. Dunoe for wad reasons.. perhaps for some childish and emo reasons tt's running inside my mind? I noe tt if my GP dun pass, it will be all gone. I tot i am mentally prepared for it coz i gt U most of the time...but i am really really times infinity afraid...
Yo! My life now is quite relaxing, not as stressful but i felt that i am aimlessly leading this kinda long break. Haha. Wake up, work, lunch, work, home, leisure, sleep...So i am now gg and trying to find some meaning in my life now!=) I can say that my working experience is overall a pleasant one=) Haha although i may feel abit sian at times and had to be aware of my action and mouth so that i wont 不小心得罪人, I really enjoy my work bcoz of the people i noe there! Haha my funny team leaders, my shi fu(s) and the permanent workers that i knew there. They had add tastes(酸甜苦辣)to my work life!=D But for now, i needa really learn the skills in depth, not just surface ones;/ I did feel incompetent at times whenever I dun noe those I tot I shld noe. Yup but I am gg to start afresh now! 这两天好安静因为"苍蝇"放假没来 xD Hahaha. Well, I had spent 2 mths or so working liao.. that's really fast: From Christmas to count dwn 2010 and now in the middle of new year period. This also means tt result is c...
Yo! Finally back to blogging after I MIA for 3 mths. Well, the feeling after major exams were over was great! Having loads of fun tgt with my loved ones and dear 8.1! Loads of events had been lined up for me after tt! Had outings tgt with my JC best gal-frens, went for prom and finally climax: Taiwan trip with my mother, godma and my jiu mu! I will nvr forget the first tym i sat on plane with excitement and flew to a place i had yearned to go=) After the taiwan trip and a short break, i had started working with sjie and mq. Haha met alot of frens, some of whom r the same age as us and also funny but serious at work de team leaders! I had mixed feelings during the working period coz sometym i loved the job i am doing but sometym i dun xD But overall, i think is satisfactory. Haha from working, i noe hw to open up my social circle and expand my boudary and even being exposed to the real-life working society. Sounds cool yah? But,i prefer studying more=) Anws i jus had a wonderful chalet ...
Yo i have waited soo long for today! It's O-V-E-R! But i feel that smth is missing inside me:X Really hope i did the papers well enough to let me qualify for a Sgp uni:) In the mean time, i shall enjoy myself, working ,playing and do wadever i can to enrich my holiday!:) Okay signing off--to be continued_ :) Haha.
Hold on till the end.. that's wad i had been telling myself since last week or even a few mths before. Ever since after my first week papers, i had been feeling very tired, probably bcoz i had been tinking about myself making alot of unforgivable careless mistakes in all the papers espcially for my geog and GP. I really cant imagine wad grade i will get for them. Andd i jus found that my GP essay has flunked coz i was like not talking about recent stuff. And i was sooooo stupid not to have read the GP articles on poverty which my GP tutors have uploaded them on litespd! GP is always my killer paper and i hope that tis paper will not kill and stop me from going to uni. Really hope so. This left me with 2 more weeks and four more papers. I mus buck up myself and to do well for these remaining paper. I must. Jiayou! Believe in Myself Hold on til the very end.
Yo. Today actually wana stay at home to do hw XD But due to unexpected visit by my big cousin, we decided to watch movie tgt with my eldest bro and another cousin:) All thanks to my big cousin and bro, we gt big treats=)Before catching e movie, we all went starbucks to chill:) Ice Age 3 was funny, cute and nice! Hahaha, everyone was laughing non-stop lor xD After tt, we went to HK restaurant for a bite. Woot my fav yuan yang was nice, both hot and cold=) Haha. We shared a large toast and a large red bean ice! Haha. I tot it will be over for e outing but my big cousin suggested to go Kbox! Wow! Haha. So we went to Marina Bay there to shop around while waiting for my bro to finish taking e pic for his frens during graduation ceremony. Woo but kbox v. ex! $34-$37 plus plus/person. So we decided to head down to party world at somerset but the building was like torn down alrdy XD So we were like walking to and fro crowded Orchard Road area. We finally deicded to go Bishan there to sing. I...
Yo! Back to blogging again=) Had been studying for MYE these few weeks and it finally ended=) I had alot of things to talk but too much until i forget most of them xD TOP NEWS: 8.1 FLOOR STEAMBOAT at nich's place, accompanied by a surprise by 8.1 ppl! It was a success! Haha. It was fun and enjoyable playing and steamboating tgt with 8.1 ppl=) Anws, i kinda felt tt this June holiday seems lyk alot of going out with frens and relaxing rather than studying compared to J1's year xD But i do meet up with frens in library or a bunch of us go nich's hse to study-cum play=) Am i hallucinating?Haha. Due to MYE, i had been postponing Kbox with 2nd bro and missing e opportunity to go m'sia with him to shop T.T and he is gg to Norway this aug! Gahh will miss him as much as i miss my big bro in S.Korea! My 2 best bro ever=D Yay my big bro is back in Sgp! Had not seen him for 5 mths and he become more fit coz he went boxing practices in S.Korea xD My whole family went to fetch him=) ...
Yoz! Finally back to blog again. Had been busy this few weeks and didn't really touch computer for a long time XD Anws, I love the Kids' Run last last Saturday! Although we had to wake up at 2 plus a.m to catch the bus at 3a.m, I find tt it is still worthwhile=) haha thanks to shunmin's father, we did not have to walk to kovan XD We were also surprised to meet a gal on the bus, who was also from xms too! Haha i was really happy tt she recognised me although i didn't rmb seeing her in sch before XD We took photos and played some games in bus! Fun! XD Upon reaching Padang, it was still dark and we were stranded at the area for 2hr plus>. Our marshall i/c was a nice, "cold" guy XD coz he lyk very serious, dun smile de. But junyi managed to let him laugh after we 配合 with her to tell him a joke.Haha. And he said tt he would be riding bicycle around but in the end, the bicycle was actually a MOTORCAR! So big difference yah XD Anws, i was being appointed to stand ...
Yoz!好久又没 blog le. Alot of things happen actually, too much until i can only recall a few XD Yea Satuday managed to meet almost the whole 8.1 gang again coz we gg for the Kids' Run briefing. It was really fun and happy to be with them and I love being out with them=) Hope to c them again soon, really soon! =) Eh then Monday Chemistry test. By right, 我是不会迟到的。 可是，那位巴士叔叔就在我面前驾车走了！And i need to wait for another 15 min or so. After alighting, i began chionging. But, if i had chiong faster, like 3sec faster, 我不知到我还能去到学校吗=X I really shocked dio. 马路真的如虎口，我真的知到了。 Anws woo I was somehow touched by yk's letter. Hehex. Although i may sometimes have conflicts with him, but he is actually... somewhat a nice guyXD haha so my perspective about him changed to the better le=) Ahh, HE smiled at me XD Ahh, HE talked to me XD Sj, guess who? HAHA Ytd, as we were going for our GP lesson at lvl 5, my friends and i decided to take lift. So when the lift opened at the staff room level, mr tan was standin...
Yoz! Yay finally get to blog again after mia for a few weeks XD Had been busy for the past few weeks with byg performance. I had experienced alot of 喜怒哀乐. Haha although 口头上 may said ai ya everyday rehearsals, very tired, but after ytd, when after everything had ended, 我会想念XD Anws, for the last few days de rehearsals, my prop team were practising placing the props on specific places. We were all in confusion but later managed to get it clear coz gt lighting to guide us. Ytd, most of us were feeling v. nervous, esp me! i was really afraid tt i would place the blk wrongly XD. During the performance, although there was some minor flaw, we managed to get over it quickly=) After our performance ended, i was really really happy and relieved! I jumped in joy, during 谢幕 and hugged my prop members! Ahhh oh my, hw lao shi shook hands with me and said, "mh, 你做得很好！" XD I was really overjoyed. HAHA. So last tym de thingy i sort of forgt le. HEHE XDD While the other CCS ppl went to look fo...
Yoz! Long time no post cos i am really busy with cca and also to cope with my studies. 三月的假期是来干吗？我的假期是等于没有＝X Anws, during most rehearsals and preparation for my cca performance, i dun feel much excitement as wad i saw in last yr's byg video. Everyone was jus struggling for tis yr byg. I was being assigned to work with him. I dun noe whether to describe it as a challenge or a torture. Everything in the whole production was not as coordinated. The exco had a meeting to talk things out. i was totally sian when my cca teacher whom i respected alot berated me for things 上头 didn't inform me, right in the morning when i stepped into the sch. Well, so tt's u. i have nth more to say. My patience was at my limit when working with him. i tolerated his action and tried communicating with him. But he didn't change. Not much effort made. At the end of the day, i was still slogging as hard while he jus stood there, looking at the team doing props and asked 你们觉得呢？when our members asked...
Yoz! Friday, I had a great fun tgt with mq,eileen,sjie,bren,bk,adam and ly! Haha, it had been quite a long time we meet tgt justlike ytd again XD We makan dinner at hg pt and later went to one of the playground nearby to play and chat! I looked at sjie and I will 想到 Mr Low. HAHA. Andd we will start talking about him again XD Anws, back on track, the group of us played alot of 有趣的游戏, 改版的"murderer"，“XX起先。。。”等等.My laps were rather pain after my hands kept hitting them during the games XD Nevertheless, fun fun fun! hahas. How i wish we can meet up again:) maybe with the whole "gang" present plus sjie and brenn=) Yesterday! Oh my! I dreamt, I dreamt of Ain and Rafiqi! Finally la! hahah. I saw Ain but didn't really talk to her. Andd i asked bk where's Rafiqi and he pointed to me where he was! haha. Andd i went up to talk to Rafiqi and his mother. I asked her how Rafiqi was doing but she told me that he 好玩，不读书 kind. Awww.. and pshh.. 我醒了 XD Really hope that Ain an...
Yoz! 我来也！My blog has been stagnant for a few weeks! XD Today is the day to revive it back! (: Yeah the past 3 days were block tests! Difficult tests although they were tested on a few chapters =X Seriously, i was really putting as much effort this time and i regretted it when i saw many qns tt i may know how to do but cant do=X But it's over now, so shall learn from this lesson! Yea for this yr valentine's day, i had rcved alot of gifts from friends! Amanda, Bk, eileen, ivy, elaine, jiayan, jiaying, pj, Yong Chang, my class boys etc etc. Thanks alot! Woo our class gals cant believe our class boys gave every gal rose! Haha! Here are some pictures of my valentine's day's gift=): Life in NY is great^^ Haha with my NY friends and xinmin friends. Plus talking to shijie about her ahem and mine! XD Hahaha. 好了，虽然很短但是 I will be back:) Believe In Myself! To achieve beyond my own limit! I can and I will! :)