Life is not just about the race

Yoz everyone! I am back! After the four years of education in secondary school, i finally completed my O Level!!!! Happy.. but then nervous for results!!!! wow..perhaps many of u will think i am crazy..coz the papers still in SIngapore haven fly to Cambridge....lols...really hope that u will do very well..=)) Aha, wad am i going to do now?? hmm...i want to go out to work, play and do cooking stuff!!! oops.. dun be misunderstood..is not that masak masak cooking..is real cooking and i want to bake cookies, muffins and many other more!!! This is what i am looking forward to!!!! Alot of events coming too... sec 4s graduation night, bbq gathering, class chalet...wow..hope that these days will slowly passed by... hahas...i can feel wad i am feeling now when i finished my PSLE during P6...lols...a taste of freedom!!!!! Anws, i will really miss my school, Xinmin!!!!!! It has leaves a very deep footprint in my heart.. and my bunch of sprightly friends as well as my dedicated and humourous teach...

Yoz there!!!! It's such a long time that i last posted.. had been busy studying for the last few months...oh yeahx..XM Chorale got a GOLD for SYF 2007 this year!!!! so yup...now i will be foccusing on my studies for my GCE "o" Level exam le... well..as i had said earlier, i will be studying hard for this few months.. so i will post again on 13 November 2007!!!!! Hope my blog won't rot so much by that time..SEE YA!=)))))

Yoz!!!!! Long time no post le....hehex.....but then wad i wanna say is that i grow up both physically and mentaly le!!!!! In regard of studies, i noe how to handle my time properly and not be an "owl" anymore.....hahahhas.....thankz to Mrs Lim and Mr Chan=))))) I learn to adapt to the new surrounding and think about the others.....i really noe how to handle things more easily and carefully=))))) In regard to Choir, i have the kind of confidence tt i dun have and dun feel at the beginning and i somehow improve my fluency in English..... and trust wadever i did......Moreover, i am really really idyllic tt i actually bravely talk to Mr Yong as a friend and no longer really being afraid of him compared to the past!!!!! I feel more relaxed and better when talking to him!!!!! Chaooo happy sia!!!!! dun noe y lehx.....my life is really brightened up although i am having a difficult yr now for the preparation fro O Level....i now really enjoyed both study and Choir!!!!! Love them!!!...

Yoz!!!!! So lonnnng didn't update le...mainly bcoz soo many stuff to busy for....hahas....hmmm.... there were lots of sad and ahppy things happening around me.... like i was unable to help the two gals to get out from the teachers' scoldings.....i felt so useless...and i cried, my junior also cried with me.....so one of those gals ganna caned...my heart was hurting much, i hate myself for not havning courage to protect them. Following is that, i dun noe whether we should continue anot, juz a silent relationship, i can't live on like this.....maybe we r not meant for each other, but.... maybe bcoz we were all unable to pluck up courage to talk to one another, but i had really really made and tried my very best to!!!!! So ya, let's see how's it goes. However for today, was a new beginning for all of the XM Chorale!!!!! We went to River Valley High for workshops and exchanges.....we were all damn scared.....while we were going up on stage to sing, we told one another ...

Yoz!!!!! I finally finished my holiday homework le!!!!! But then supposed to finish earlier de lohx......i slacking and dragging.....then i watched death note for a "short short" while......hehehehex.....then gonna get down to my studies for O Level 2007 and Choir stuff liaox......arghhh......STRESS!!!!! Hmm....nvm ..... i will overcome all these obstacles de.....yeahx!!!!! Anw, a few days ago, i finally found back myself as a role of Choir President.....though it had been a very long time to find it back.....but i am glad that at least i have found out who am i and my trueself and strength- cum- weakness now......hahahas.....i will continue to try my best to excel in my studies and as a Choir President de......=)))))

Yoz!!!!! This holiday is flying so fast away.....it lefts me 3 more weeks to complete my hw and brush up on my subjects.....i am feeling the fever for the O Level liaox.....i really dun want to regret.....so i have been telling myself to work very hard during this holiday by making full use of the time and work doublely plus triplely hard for next year.....but then i still have choir to take care of.....heng that Mr Yong helped me to start the "bonding" and to let me continue.....soo i will also try my best to gel the Choir together.....hope that i will not disappoint him.....i will try my really best in doing anything.....whether in studies or in Choir, in anyway or wadever, i must use my true and sincere heart to do and fulfill my tasks.....i want to get 6 points for my L1R5 O level, a gold with honour for SYF 2007 and want all the people who know me to be happy and proud of me for what i have really done my very best in all areas =))))). Caampataik MH!!!!! Jia You!!!!!

Yoz!!!!! The previous practice was really a waste of 2 hrs time.....the Choir dun noe wad happened, the standard dropped.....they happy, they sing properly..... they not happy, they give rubbish.....wad kind of attitude r they giving.....after how much Mr Yong had helped us and tolerated us, they still feel nth....really nth.....i really wanna juz scold them and let them wake up.....can i juz say here????? Haiz.....Choir ar Choir.....can u pls wake up anot????? Can u pls feel the urgency and do your very best.....Put in effots and the right attitude, the Choir can juz get a gold or even gold with honour.....pls lah Choir.....juz wake up can anot????? Why always need the teachers to scold u all then u all will wake up for only awhile only????? I really dun want to scold u all.....so can i really hope that they can really put in more efforts than they can give and put in 100% right attitude.....BELIEVE IN YOURSELF!!!!!

Yoz!!!!! quite long didn't post liaox.....hehehex...so its time to post everything...... here i go>>>>> MATHS TRAIL This activity had made me pay $15.....they gave us a booklet, bread, water and we went to esplanade......u noe wad we did????? counting the surface area of the sofa.....measure the height of the pillar at the foyer and suggest why the height of the pillar is important....plus some more difficult calculations...... To most of our friends... they r a waste of time and money......no use.....although i do feel this too but it is quite fun and interesting....but super tired....need to run here run there......hahahaha......but overall quite enjoy it la.....not much grumble from me....=))))) GEOGRAPHY FIELDTRIP A few week back , we had our geography fieldtrip to Pulau Samakau.....there we met our guide called Edward.....hmm......he had super tanned skin.....after baking under the sun too often......hehehex......he was also a very nice guide who joked with us ...

Yoz!!!!! Today is a quite an okay day......today i have choir practice....near the end, Mr Yong told us wad can really improve ourselves.....no matter wad.....regarding our studies or singing.....if we have the right attitude and a strong determination and perserverance.....and never take last minute action then we will have a vast improvement..... so after that ,i pei sj they all to houngang point there take bus.....then go home lohx.....then my bro talked to me....asked me wad i want for my result for my O Level and Choir next year.....he gave me lots of qns which i need to answer them by this wed night.....although i think this is quite sianz.....but i think it is a good and ideal way for me to improve.....all i wanna say is thankz alot gor gor.....thankz lots!!!!!Hmmm..... i dun noe wad to say and update le.....nth much ......do physics assessments.....i gonna improve my physics.....today de bao xiao xing ren wang is chaoo funny!!!!! i laughed until my stomach sooo pain.....hahahs....

today is kinda peaceful and quiet day.....this morning mq,bk, aa, yl, jm and i went to steph's hse to play volleyball, badminton and kite.....hahahas under such a scorching hot sun sia.....hit the ball until hand pain....lols.....then enjoy flying kite so much, hahas.....bk and i like relaying lohx.....he flew the kite for a few rounds then i took over.....but then i very funny.... always let the kite dropped onto the ground de.....hahaha.....sorry la.....i cannot control the kite well.....while i ran, bk shouted : " Let go of the string! Let go of the string!" .....hehex....then i realised one thing : NEVER WEAR SLIPPERS WHEN PLAYING ON THE FIELD.....lols.....run until legs soo pain sia......then went to the swings to play lohx..... Next went to steph's hse lohx.....we watched Rob B Hood.....hahahas.....the show was soo coooool and fascinating sia.....LOVE IT SO MUCH!!!!! lols.....then it started raining....steph's hse got only TWO umbrella and jm and i made fun ...

the last time i type the so called " diary" in the notepad in the computer is quite a long time ago...juz before the EOY examination..... and last thursday i got back my results...... this gave me big lots of surprises and impacts....however those was not even a pleasant one.....the subjects that disappointed me and caught me by great surprises the most are: Chinese, Geography and physics......although i had done quite well in my chemistry and there was a large improvements in my A.Maths.....i was still feeling sooooo terrible....coz the 2 subjects which i am most confident of...actually did soo badly that even i cannot accept all these....i already tell myself not to be complacent liaox.....and kept motivating myself.....and i had slept early most often during the exam periods le.....but wad i get in the end is still nothing , after wad i did to prepare myself well for my exam.....still bad results which caused a great pain and struggles in me.....after all i had did my best...

Yoz!!!!!.....well there may not be anyone looking at my blog.....simply bcoz i did not tell my friends about this at all.....hahahs.....anw....those who has viewed my blog....WELCOME!!!!! My blog is my "best-to-confide-in " friend to listen to my joys and mostly my sorrows ( hehex=)) )..... as i can't find anyone who will truly understand me well for me to confide to.....soo yupp, this blog is juz nice for me.....hahahaha.....