Life is not just about the race

Time to focus on studies.

伤了第一颗, 我已经很内疚 再伤了第二颗, 我无比内疚 我的选择是好还是坏? 时间会证明. 如果我的选择是好,那就好 如果我的选择是坏,我会后悔不已 时间会证明. I finally managed to take some time to run in the park (: It is always the place for me to rethink and reflect and I felt pretty good after that. I realised that 有些事情不能顺其自然, 要做就赶快做, 要不然就会白白失去. On a brighter note, I am finally discharged! (: In addition, 8.1 reunited today! :D

First time attending JJ concert and it was simply awesome!:D Totally immensed in all his songs and totally rocked with him and xiao jing teng!!:DD Tears also rolled down at some point of time too xD I am really inspired by JJ's words and what he sang(: Instead of losing motivation bcoz there is no more JJ concert to look forward to alrdy, I should rmb what JJ had said and 把它化为推动力 :D JJ, you have leave an imprint in my heart and you will be part of the source of motivation for me :D I think I have 真正了解 what do you mean by I AM (: Jiayou JJ! All of us will always be here for you! 你最棒! ^^ Remember " For when I AM weak, then I AM strong "

This week was a bad week for me :/ Everything was bad. There were alot of troubles piling within me. And this partly caused my 2 assignments to screw up :'( Monday, i was scolded by my teacher during cooking session. I ming ming studied and prepared myself for the practical alrdy but i still screwed up. My teacher kept saying why i so slow and why i didn't focus :( During this week, I heard my mother's side de family troubles and my xin li also wei le zhe xie shi qing er fan shang jia fan. Moreover, I thought I have straighten out my thought and am now looking ahead to finish these 8 years. But, I jus realised I zhen de hai shi zuo bu dao:(( I got chong dong xiang quit! But i know xiang zhe yang duo, zui huo hai shi will stay back de. No use, no point thinking about it. Also, what i studying now is actually what i want (cooking + resource mgmt + entrepreneurship + geography). It is just that the job i want is different. Just as I was so down, i felt encouraged by these wor...

I had an awesome JJ day with shijie just now:D In the morn, i went for my discourse academic writing lesson. Usually, I used to write my reflection very slowly. But today, surprisingly, I could write very fast and left the class earlier xD Coz it's JJ day! :D Met up with sj to collect the concert tix before heading to pasta waruku for lunch. Lol there was a variety of pasta there and we dunoe which one to choose! Haha in the end, we decided to take half+half pasta set each so that we can have 4 different pastas altgt:D LOL. We took up a challenge to order the black black squid with squid ink pasta! Haha we were wondering, "squid ink can consume de meh?". But anws,we just try it for fun xD Andd it turned out to taste very nice! Even better than the rest of the pasta which we ordered sia. LOL. Yea the long awaited JJ qian ming hui! Haha i was very excited sia. Sj said i looked like yi qian de ta. Haha. But when we were approaching him, I became jin zhang and stoned there s...

Not feeling really well this week. The eye allergy come and go and it spreads to other parts of body ;// Itchy, itchy and more itchy. In addition, there are two upcoming deadlines for my submission of assignments too >. 进退两难 没有承诺, 哪何交待. Gone. Go with it. I should learn to stock-take of myself so that I will understand myself better. Thanks eileen (TGY) for reminding me that (:

"Coz being too optimistic, you always see things in a good ways and miss out some stuff that you need to rectify. But overall, being optimistic is still the best (:" Yes, we think alike although it is quite contradicting xD Happy CNY eve!!:D Going to 守夜 later tonight ((:

I thought this week would be a relaxing and 顺利 de week. But it turned out otherwise:X Monday: I gave a presentation on a book summary for my food and society module. It was pretty smooth oversll although i stumbled at times (as usual). I was glad when my lecturer said i was very informative :D Although this was a happy note for me, the cooking part was D:. The story goes like this: I was supposed to toast the bread and my lecturer said jus put in oven to toast. So at first, she turned the timer to 3 min. After 3 mins, the bread was still soft so i toasted again for another 3min. When my teacher came to check on te bread again, she toasted again for a further 3min coz the breads were still not toasted will enough. And so, as i was melting cheese and the rest in a saucepan, i suddenly rmb my bread! I immediately chiong to the oven. And i said, "OMG!" and thought ,"我完了". My lecturer said nvm, can scrape off the black black side and eat and she even apologized to me co...

Blogging at near 5a.m. Haha. Was doing my Food & Society presentation on a book summary >. I like ALS101 lesson! My prof is so encouraging! She helped me build up confidence to speak up bravely during lesson(: Thanks mj bro, ivan and prof for encouraging me to have more confidence in speaking english to the everyone, even the eng pros!(: I would not forget my bro's words, " Eng Language is just a medium for communication and conveying your ideas. What matters most is the quality of your ideas. If your idea is good, no one will not condemn you even though ur english is not as good." So I guess my tue wouldn't be as depressing anymore when I am faced with all the eng pros:X Went to celebrate Jiayan's 20th bdae on fri with NY clique! :D Ate at Ramen Play and later went to somewhere to sit down to chat. Naturally, all of us were talking about relationships. Now, out of 8 of us, 4 attached, 4 singles xD Lol they were discussing who will be the 5th to get attache...

知足常乐. Life is how you lived(:

Today practical lesson was better than last week! But Ms Soo kept saying i slow -.-" Oh man i got to speed up in collecting, cutting, chopping ingredients! But i am happy that i am getting abit more steady..as in not very kan chiong le! :D And yea I cooked begger's chicken and pan-fried dumplings! :D For the begger chicken, i marinated the chicken and massage it. When i went to my ah ma's house after my lesson, I saw doggie from her back and her backside really looked like the chicken which i had marinated earlier! LOL. Overall today, I felt rather moody;/ Everything, as in my day, gone haywired and not according to plan. Poor time management again ;/ And thinking about miscellaneous stuff ;/ But I managed to reorganize better for the subsequent days using another planner (: 男人女人 song is kinda addictive. I dunoe how many umpteen times i had played since morning before i went to school, afternoon at ah ma's hse and now xD 慢慢等song is nice too! But i cant help smiling wh...

如果你离开了 我束手无策怎麼办 但愿我爱上的不是爱上你的习惯 Today is the 2nd week of school! And I am going to start my week by cooking beggar's chicken and pan-fried dumpling! Haha sounds yummy! (: There are alot of things to do (need or want), and upcoming events to look forward to (i.e. JJ party 5, JJ concert, taiwan trip!! :D). All these keep me going! (:

Today is the last day of 2010! Agreeing with what my bro said, "not only should we enjoy the last day of 2010, we should also reflect on the things and events that happen in 2010before it draws to a close". Most importantly, we should leave what has happened in 2010 in 2010, and let 2011 be a brand new beginning! (: Let's do a sum up of the year 2010. I would say that this year is the most happening year, especially with 8.1. We did alot of stuff that seemed impossible to accomplish eg. Making a MV for ling ling jie's birthday and 8.1 magazine for wizpro's birthday. Besides the happy incidents, we were met with fiery arguements etc. But at least, things are resolved and we get to know one another better, don't we? Most importantly, I feel that we should communicate more and everyone should play our own part to maintain the strong friendship bond. Apart from the memories with 8.1, there were other countless incidents that were mostly memorable yet painful for ...

Maybe lesser sunshine will be better, but it wouldn't be me anymore. It is like a porcupine, it cannot survive without the needles. Cycling @ ubin tmr! Gonna see chek jawa! :D Feel the wind blow and give me some space to unwind myself. Maybe things will get better.

My day is made meaningful today (: After a numberous meeting and long planning tgt with my GESL ever since sept, we finally executed our proj today at one of the children's home (: I was really looking for today bcoz it reminds me of the bridging period. Haha. The home did not look as bad as i expected. There was a small multi-purpose hall, basketball court and playground etc. For the first half of the day, the children played some games and learnt mass dance:D The first group that is in the talent time station was awesome! One of the children is only 4 yrs old!! And she is very cute!Haha although they quite paiseh, they were quite on and did a pretty good job(: When the first group were supposed to proceed to the next station and i was supposed to stay at the talent station, one of the children pulled me to bring me to the next station. I felt happy ^^The next station was scissors, paper stone. After playing, there were still some more time so Hui Er played other songs. Oh man..th...

retteb evresed ouy, ti htrow ton ma I.

充满着喜 ^^ 怒 >:

I felt so guilty coz of my procrastination sia. Initially wanted to meet yilu, mq and the rest, but last minute, they didn't meet;/ I shall try not to procrastinate so much from now onwards! Yes means yes, No means no xD I am finally back on the familiar running track in the park after so long! :D It was cooling running in slight drizzle and I felt as if i own the entire park coz there was barely people running there! xD However, during running, I sort of having a mental struggle sia. There was as though a "devil" saying i cmi and an "angel" saying I can and I will in my head! But I managed to overcome the devil!:D Really happy when my running timing is within my targeted timing. Hehe. After running, I took a cool-down rest in the park. It was nice looking at the "scenary" of the pond and sky and my feeling was lighter(: It was also an ideal place for me to settle down and clear my thoughts which have weighed down on me for so long. I felt lighter as ...

Trying to recall what i did ytd and it reminded me of the problem-based learning presenation! Haha like usual, i was very nervous but luckily managed to control it when it was my turn to present(: Hahaha the other two groups did role play and one of them was super duper hilarious. One of the members acted as Ris Low and kept saying blah blah blah yah, bla yah, bla bla yah. LOL. Then my lecturer also got influenced by her and kept saying "yah" alot of times when she was talking to us sia. Super funny xD After the AED 102, i was also kinda influenced by "Ris Low" and kept saying yah too! Hahaha. Funny to the max! xD

It's 2a.m now. And i am coming up with "notes" for the tutee tmr. I gonna teach them some chinese words to say when they go hawker centre and restaurant to makan. Haha dunoe why i suddenly blank out sia. Finally, my overloading work is coming to an end and i feel much lighter! It's worth celebrating coz my eyes will be less likely to become one line. Lol. But next up is EOY exam! But i would rather choose exam coz projects are way too time-consuming. A few will be fine, but a lot is disatrous:X After the talk with my 2nd bro jus now, he had really set me thinking about my future career and relationship. Okay, gtg good nite (: