Today is the last day of 2010! Agreeing with what my bro said, "not only should we enjoy the last day of 2010, we should also reflect on the things and events that happen in 2010before it draws to a close". Most importantly, we should leave what has happened in 2010 in 2010, and let 2011 be a brand new beginning! (: Let's do a sum up of the year 2010. I would say that this year is the most happening year, especially with 8.1. We did alot of stuff that seemed impossible to accomplish eg. Making a MV for ling ling jie's birthday and 8.1 magazine for wizpro's birthday. Besides the happy incidents, we were met with fiery arguements etc. But at least, things are resolved and we get to know one another better, don't we? Most importantly, I feel that we should communicate more and everyone should play our own part to maintain the strong friendship bond. Apart from the memories with 8.1, there were other countless incidents that were mostly memorable yet painful for ...
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My day is made meaningful today (: After a numberous meeting and long planning tgt with my GESL ever since sept, we finally executed our proj today at one of the children's home (: I was really looking for today bcoz it reminds me of the bridging period. Haha. The home did not look as bad as i expected. There was a small multi-purpose hall, basketball court and playground etc. For the first half of the day, the children played some games and learnt mass dance:D The first group that is in the talent time station was awesome! One of the children is only 4 yrs old!! And she is very cute!Haha although they quite paiseh, they were quite on and did a pretty good job(: When the first group were supposed to proceed to the next station and i was supposed to stay at the talent station, one of the children pulled me to bring me to the next station. I felt happy ^^The next station was scissors, paper stone. After playing, there were still some more time so Hui Er played other songs. Oh man..th...
I felt so guilty coz of my procrastination sia. Initially wanted to meet yilu, mq and the rest, but last minute, they didn't meet;/ I shall try not to procrastinate so much from now onwards! Yes means yes, No means no xD I am finally back on the familiar running track in the park after so long! :D It was cooling running in slight drizzle and I felt as if i own the entire park coz there was barely people running there! xD However, during running, I sort of having a mental struggle sia. There was as though a "devil" saying i cmi and an "angel" saying I can and I will in my head! But I managed to overcome the devil!:D Really happy when my running timing is within my targeted timing. Hehe. After running, I took a cool-down rest in the park. It was nice looking at the "scenary" of the pond and sky and my feeling was lighter(: It was also an ideal place for me to settle down and clear my thoughts which have weighed down on me for so long. I felt lighter as ...
Trying to recall what i did ytd and it reminded me of the problem-based learning presenation! Haha like usual, i was very nervous but luckily managed to control it when it was my turn to present(: Hahaha the other two groups did role play and one of them was super duper hilarious. One of the members acted as Ris Low and kept saying blah blah blah yah, bla yah, bla bla yah. LOL. Then my lecturer also got influenced by her and kept saying "yah" alot of times when she was talking to us sia. Super funny xD After the AED 102, i was also kinda influenced by "Ris Low" and kept saying yah too! Hahaha. Funny to the max! xD
It's 2a.m now. And i am coming up with "notes" for the tutee tmr. I gonna teach them some chinese words to say when they go hawker centre and restaurant to makan. Haha dunoe why i suddenly blank out sia. Finally, my overloading work is coming to an end and i feel much lighter! It's worth celebrating coz my eyes will be less likely to become one line. Lol. But next up is EOY exam! But i would rather choose exam coz projects are way too time-consuming. A few will be fine, but a lot is disatrous:X After the talk with my 2nd bro jus now, he had really set me thinking about my future career and relationship. Okay, gtg good nite (:
口中说放下了,但说穿了,是放下在某一个角落. 如果真的放下, 我为什么偶尔惦记着它 如果真的放下, 我为什么回想着它 如果真的放下, 长方形的它为何还有它? 如果真的放下, 为什么没勇气让它消失? 如果真的放下, 为何还留着它呢? 我, 真的放下了吗? I nearly wanted to give up. Really wanted to. I lost my determination to hold on. Suddenly, I feel helpless and my blend of five elements doesn't seem to be with me anymore. Jus wanna buy an air ticket to Bhutan, take my passport and fly away for a couple of months. I am imaging the scenario. Will that ever happen? Secondary school was like this, JC was like this too. And uni is still like this! Am i destined to stuck with this kind of life? If i am given a choice, i would choose to go and help the villagers who suffered and are still suffering greatly from the Mt Merapi eruption now. If i am given a choice, I would choose to go to the sub-African countries to help the people there. If i am given a choice...but do i have a CHOICE? I really want to do smth different apart from chiong-ing all assignments and projs all day long. I am sick and tired of them. I ...
I really love my OG friends in NIE! No matter how difficult it is to gather everyone out to have dinner for my belated bfae part 2, they especially joy and renu still persisted to carry on with the plan! And finally,it was realised on fri! I am really touched coz i nvr expect to find these friends in NIE! But they prove me wrong, always pouring care and concern! I will really treasure it!! (: Ytd we executed our surprise plan at macs for Joy's bdae and it was a success!~ So happy!! Everyone really enjoyed themselves very much especially joy and including me (: We had all become small kids for 2 hrs. LOL. Eating happy meals (we were reminded to santisize our hands before eating!), playing musical chairs and taking goody bags!!! So funny and fun!! :DD End of fun talk ^^ ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Start of serious talk 0.0" Increasing workload and yet i still want to have fun! I am in great need for a work-life balance! ...
“I cannot choose how I’m going to go. I just carry on my life and that’s that. If you start thinking about it, you will go downhill. Every day is a bonus, so let’s carry on,” -Minister Mentor Lee Kuan Yew I should also continue to move on from where I have stalled and take everyday as a bonus too (:
Finally another post after so long. Alot of things happened quite recently. And today, I plucked up courage to go into Istana myself to pay tribute to Mrs Lee Kuan Yew. Throughout the whole trip, I really felt like crying but i held back my tears. Although it was weird going alone, i still persisted to go there. After a long time queuing, security checking, queuing for shuttle bus and walking up the slope, I finally reached the ling tang. In front of me was Mrs Lee Kuan Yew. Yes, she was right in front of me. Together with the rest, we bowed thrice. When PM Lee said, "xie xie", my tears rolled down abit le... 人生短短几十年... 记得一个人很容易,但是忘掉一个人却很难. Your names still saved in "my folders" My life is getting more and more hectic within jus a month plus. Sometimes, i am wondering why i am rushing all the assignments and projects for? Am i learning smart? When i get older, I will be stronger Jus like a wavin' flag.
I didn't have quantity and quality sleep again. Plus I had 2 dreams during my sleep! Dream 1: Venue: Somewhere with beautiful scenary..i think is China People involved: Ling Ling jie, mq, adam, bk, eileen, nich, myself What did we do there: I know mq and adam and one more person sat on the swing (xms kind) and the rest just played and ran about. I was enjoying myself by looking at the beautiful scenary. -end- I was awaken my mother. But too tired so i fell alsleep again Dream 2: Venue:At NIE People involved: NIE students, myself What did I do there: I was looking at my watch and realised that i forgt to go home from sch to take my stuff for the afternoon geog lesson! I got flustered. The watch showed 2.50 plus near 3p.m but my lesson starting at 3.30p.m! Really no time to rush home. In the end, i decided to go for my tutorial without geog stuff:X -end- I woke up automatically by myself. I scared the dream will become reality. I scared i would be late for the afternoon geog lesson j...
It's another week again! Cant believe it's the 3rd of week of school! Well, more or less adjusted to the uni life alrdy but still feel a little uneasy. Haha. Today had resource mgmt lesson. As usual, it's quite chim and philosophical:X Hope i can pass the term test sia. Then i went to meet up with mq for lunch.. subway!!:DD Yay i hope there will be more chances we can eat tgt with sj too! After that, i went for my last lesson for the day, geog lect:D I really enjoyed geog lect! Prof Chang always didn't fail to make the lessons interesting and funny! Every lesson sure will laugh one xD Omg today i learn SAMPLING in geog lect!! The different methods of samplings found in maths lect notes in JC!! Haha woo yay maths is still very useful to me!:D So for the most part of the lesson, i was recapping my maths topic on sampling xD Oh ya.. my left knees is suffering from more pain:X Probably after running the day before. And today is runner's club de weekly run! Don't kno...
Trying to accustom to a new school life at the moment... While doing so, i am spending alot of time with 8.1 and msig friends recently..having loads of fun and talked tgt^^ I find that I am treasuring 8.1 even more ((: And i am glad that i am doing that now. Alot of things to say but no time to blog. Haha. 忽然觉得时间不够用 xD 不准再回头 Good nite(:
My new life is beginning soon! Feeling uncertain yet excited now^^ Thanks mq and sj for ur effort in telling me a story using song lyrics, "她和他们的故事" xD Thanks mq,sj shoot and adam for being crazy in me in arcade and catching soo many cute bears and stuff!:DD Good nite (Although i am too excited to get to sleep xD) Believe in myself Be myself Hold on to my five elements!:D
What did i do ytd? Answer: I slept the whole day ytd! So shiok. My face became red red now after I went for kite flying ytd xD Healthy sign?? Haha. After dinner, I had been logging into teachers' portal to check out upcoming announcments and course lecture slides. I felt so guilty after printing soo many papers la!:X I am jus paying lip service saying that i am going to protect the environment! I mus really study well for geog and put words into actions! :D Be somebody or nobody? ..... "None. Be yourself" (:
It was a tiring day ytd. I had teambonding activities with my SL group in the morning to start off my day. I am in deep trouble this time. I hardly find any ppl i can click at all except my same OG mate, Issac in the group! And i am going to stay with them for 9 mths plus doing major projects! Speechless. Maybe things will get better? I dunoe. Oh ya, got 1 girl in my grp looks like sharolyn! Omg. I almost wanted to ask her whether she got a sister lehh. During the activities, i 魂不守舍,心不在焉, kept looking at hp bcoz i had sent teachers happy teachers' day msges and were looking forward to the replies! I was happy that almost every teacher replied! ^^ They said they still rmb me! Haha. What had really kept me going during the activities was the kite flying session with Black Boyz family! I love them! Haha. Finally after the teambonding activities, i straightaway look for my OG mates. All our expression all change from sian to energetic looks! Took jumpshots at frontier CC before we h...
Good morning! It's 31 august and i am getting excited now! Coz i am going back to NY in a few hours time with sj to look for our teachers!! :D While typing this post, i am writing small cards to my teachers:D It's gona be a good good day today! ((: I had spent my monday ytd with pj! Had my first KOI, marvellous ice cream waffle, takoyaki and happy lemon besides shopping and chit-chatting with her! xD As usual, meeting up with pj always made my day. Ahha. Coz she's forever funny! (: This is a compliment. Ha. Oh ya I did smth shocking ytd. LOL. I couldn't believe myself for alighting at serangoon station unknowingy when i was supposed to get back home!:X This is my first time too. I had alot of first time ytd! xD Maybe I need more time. Yup, more time indeed. And i will be strong again. Ha. Special note: Happy Teachers' Day in advance to my primary, secondary and JC teachers! Thanks for all your guidance in moulding me to become who I am today (:
I am soo tired now but i dun want to rest! Lol. Ytd went to teach tution in the evening from 5-8p.m before rushing down to meet MSIG clique to catch a movie:D I am really glad to meet them again, with 2 new MSIG frens! (: While waiting for the movie to start, Chooi Ling and I kept teasing Madeleiene, andrew and justin! Haha. Chooi Ling said until really really funny la! My goodness xD After catching the movie, Chooi ling and I dun want to go home! LOL. We wanted to hang out la since I so nan de dun have tuition the next day. We actually wanna go chill but Madeleine, the da jia da going home! Haha so no lobang and in the end, I went to Chooi Ling's hse to stayover! :D Yeah. We chit-chat until 4 plus before we finally fall alsleep! Really enjoyed the time chatting tgt like nobody's business during the night. Haha. Auto woke up at 9 plus and shook Chooi Ling to wake up too! xD Haha. We had our ai xin fried rice cooked by our ah gong for breakfast before we set off to Jurong Point ...
I had a great day tgt with my OG, scarecrow and family, Bad Boyz ytd!!! Met up with them for lunch at amk hub before going for the teachers' compass ceremony. Since we had time before the ceremony commence, we went to search for our childhood in arcade! LOL. We played basketball and Daytona! Playing arcade baskeball made me think of u, sj! LOL. I noe u will smile when u see this. Haha. I love to play Daytona too, although i may not be a pro in it! xD We were all given a personalised plaque with a COMPASS during the ceremony! It's REALLY a compass! Haha and i smiled. Coz i can fully make use of it for geography! LOL. While being awed by those things MOE gave us, we listened to talks, reciting teachers' pledge and sing national anthem. I had not sang national anthem as a school for so long! Haha felt good after singing that with NIE school mates (: After everything, we went for some light refreshment and took a lot of pictures! Some of us(including me) were wondering if our O...
Good morning! It's another day again. Time passes day by day and soon the uni life will commmence! I wanna go back to sleep again but cant coz have to meet up with uni frens later for the teachers' ceremony at NYP xD Yawns.. tired:X But i watched super junior''s EHB to keep me awake! Haha they are soo funny la. Bring smiles to my face early in the morn. Lol. Today is the 5th day. Byee(:
It is normal for me to blog at this time now. Haha. Cant get to sleep coz i had spent my half day ytd sleeping. Watched despicable me online, fb-ing, youtubing! Despicable Me is soo funny..although i dunoe wad it is talking about at the start due to some noises xD And i am addicted to Jay's 退後! The song was repeatedly played from my hp and youtube! haha nice song! I think mq is very happy! xDD Coz i am praising her lao gong. Ahha. Okay i am listening to his song again and going to sleep soon. Later need to wake up early to help my mother for bai bai stuff. Good nite(:
It's kinda weird to blog at this time. Haha. Oh well... Today is the 3rd day that BK left for taiwan! Haha will he be awed by the 高山兮水的景色? Lol. I guess he's too busy to with army stuff for now. Today is a hot hot day in Sgp! Hmm how about taiwan? Ha. Anws, I spent my saturday teaching korean kids tuition! Haha it's challenging and fun to teach them! I discovered that we have a common topic to talk about, that is, soccer! LOL. They love soccer and are fans of Man Utd! Haha they got collect their cards and have Man Utd accessories eg.wrist band! So cool xD And the whole family is so warm and friendly too! Always smiling (: After tuition, i went to IT fair at expo with pj! We squeezed through the crowd there jus to buy A THUMBDRIVE! It was not that easy at all. Coz we had spent quite some time walking round and round the big expo hall to search for it. LOL. But well, we enjoyed chit-chatting during that time :D After that, we went to bugis to shop around and to hg mall to maka...
BK is flying off le. Hmm kinda emo coz didn't get to send him off tgt with 8.1 clique. But well, i am looking forward to 11 Sept when he returns! A guy who has become physically and mentally stronger after the 3 weeks of training :D So for now, hope he will be doing fine there and jiayou! Unknowingly, i had used so much smses and it burst! I cant believe myself. During JC years, my frens were comparing how much smses we can sent within a month. And i was the one who sent the lowest no. of smses. But this time round, i may win them. Lol. Anws, jus when i found out i cant send the final farewell msg to bk coz it burst, i faster go dwn to buy the prepaid card. Haha. Yup, bought and sent. I just log in to check my school timetable. And i got a shock of my life. My goodness. What is this?? All my lesson starts early and ends late? Lucky I alrdy experienced that in JC. But my fri is burnt..6.30p.m ends lesson T.T.. and imagine i have 1hr 30min - 2 hr journey back home..that will be like ...
Night time makes me think deeper in thought.Some things have to be straightened out and deal with it, while others will just let nature takes its course. Life before working was: (1) Simple (2) Fun Life during working was: (1) More complicated (2) More matured-thinking (3) More sociable and better interpersonal skill (4) Complicated relationship but... (5) More fun and madness!! (: Life after working is: (1) Aimless (2) Missing the fun times working with wonderful people around (3) Alot of things to settle but dunoe where to start from (4) Think more in thought Ask me which part of my journey i miss the most? Hmm.. bits and pieces here and there. I miss the good old times in xinmin when we played, quarelled and studied tgt; when our friendship was built and welcomed the birth of 8.1. I miss the times in NY where we studied hard and gave each other support. I miss the times in taiwan when i put down everything and enjoyed myself.I even miss the times when i spent 7 plus months in MSIG w...
Yesterday, Sj left the company..and soon it will be mq and my turn. Gonna miss all the fun and laughter we had altogether... I plucked up courage to face and do something that my feeling had refused to admit and do. Haha. No regret though because it's my choice and decision (: Pj sent me songs which are super addictive! xDD "When i get older, i will be stronger, they'll call me freedom..jus like a wavin' flag..":D
It's start of July now. Rejections, rejections and more rejections. Practically, i was receiving all the rejection letters from uni for the past 2 mths. A total of 5 letters. Wow, that's..alot. Well, i accepted such cruel facts and at the same time wondering if i am one of those few who have rcved the most rejection letters. Ahaha. Luckily, NIE accepted me- the fact that had surprised me much coz i tot i would not pass the mere 5 min interview. Since young, all the ppl around me kept saying that i have the potential to be a good teacher, i have a teacher's look etc etc. At that time, i shrugged the idea off. But today, i am really going to be a teacher! So perhaps, 我一生注定要当老师? Haha. I dunoe how to react. I can say that i had been through alot(as in 吃苦 part) more than my friends and ppl around the same age as me while applying for uni-- from having interview (with professional educators) to taking entrance profiency test alone at an ulu place. Sometimes, i will be wondering,...
Yo it is another start of the week! Today is a kind of rushing and bu ru yi day for me xD.. Woke up quite early but still late (coz i was too engrossed in playing Suduko) and actually forgt to bring my ez link card when i tap in the mrt!! But luckily, i gt train my stamina, so can hang it there! I love the kuai4 gan3! It made me more alert! xDD In the end, i was only around 5 min late! xD Met zq, elaine and her frens at the lobby. HAHA. I was not the latest after all xD But i will be punctual nxt time! xD Work is not tt heavy, work life as per normal (:
Yo finally back to blogging. Many things had happened..酸甜苦辣都经历过... There's soo much things i wana say, but i dun noe where i shld start with. Now what is really troubling me all along is the uni application result. Well, NUS application is procssing..and SMU has rejected me. I was sad at first but it really cant help it. Maybe, academic results are still the most impt of all. That's y discretionary admission may nt help me at all. Nevertheless, i am still pinning some glimspe of hope,somewhere...Despite all this discouraging facts, I was at least pleased to hear tt i gt an interview frm the MOE. Athough i am not really keen in it, but i am thinking of giving a shot. Try is better than didn't attempt to try at all. 关关难过关关过! Other than worrying about this, my life now is like a standard rountine... Repeat the same thing, jus like the sun rising frm the east and setting in the west for 365 days all year round. (Perhaps i am exaggerated) But, i quite enjoy being part of the com...
Yo after waiting for 3 mths.. the results are out. Decided to go to work still coz i am afraid tt i will 胡思乱想. Felt tt the time past by v.quickly..tick tock tick tock tick tock... Finally, i got back my results. Disappointing but mus 知足常乐. I was really scared tt my GP will sure fail after i saw on the screen tt only 90.1% passes. Although i did nt fail, i gt the lowest pass. My econs and maths could have done better also. After all the grumbling within me, i told myself, 'wad's the use of saying all this? Buck up and get on with life!'. I had done my best and i accept the grades i have in my hands. Well, although i gt over myself, i gona also gt over all the ppl who kept probing about my results...我很想大声说:'我以经努力过了!' So time to plan for my future which is much more impt than getting sad over that piece of paper. Hope i can ar xD Anws, there had been news about lots of earthquakes and tsunamis happening around the world. In addition, countries over the world r experie...
Yo! Thought tt jus nw would be another "Monday blue" again but.. surprisingly it was not! Hahaha. Moreover, i felt tt the time had passed very quickly ytd too...tick tock tick tock, lunch time..tick tock tick tock knock off time xD Anws after work, i went to compass to design, ice cum buy bdae cake for my dearest big bro tgt with mq and sjie=) Woot i was v.nervous during icing the cake leh.. like no much idea.On the other hand, the children who are icing the cake had did it sooo much better than me leh xD they anyhow ice also seem to look better than me mine xDDD Haha. But luckily, there were mq and sjie around to support me and give me some inspiration. But i had made them stand for quite a long time with me w/o having dinner xD Thanks mq and sjie for accompanying me!:D So in the end, the cake was done but not really well-done la:X cos is quite plain... but like mq and sjie had told me, it's the thought tt's count=) Back home, I faster ate my dinner and continue to ...
Haha had been pondering in front of the comp for quite awhile to decide whether i wanna blog xD Finally.. i did!=) Release of GCE A level result is drawing nearer. "Judgement day".Yes i agree with wad Marie had name it for this day which is this coming fri. I tot i have been mentally prepared for the worst and of course, really hopefully for the best. But jus as i tot i was brave enough b able to face the fact tt's gg to reveal on fri, i suddenly got v.scared. Is that a hint to my resuls, i tot. Ytd, people from the direct dept asked hw long i will b working until to...and slowly, they asked me about the result. It seems tt the office is starting to talk about this..pressure:X Felt tt i have not been be myself lately. Dunoe for wad reasons.. perhaps for some childish and emo reasons tt's running inside my mind? I noe tt if my GP dun pass, it will be all gone. I tot i am mentally prepared for it coz i gt U most of the time...but i am really really times infinity afraid...
Yo! My life now is quite relaxing, not as stressful but i felt that i am aimlessly leading this kinda long break. Haha. Wake up, work, lunch, work, home, leisure, sleep...So i am now gg and trying to find some meaning in my life now!=) I can say that my working experience is overall a pleasant one=) Haha although i may feel abit sian at times and had to be aware of my action and mouth so that i wont 不小心得罪人, I really enjoy my work bcoz of the people i noe there! Haha my funny team leaders, my shi fu(s) and the permanent workers that i knew there. They had add tastes(酸甜苦辣)to my work life!=D But for now, i needa really learn the skills in depth, not just surface ones;/ I did feel incompetent at times whenever I dun noe those I tot I shld noe. Yup but I am gg to start afresh now! 这两天好安静因为"苍蝇"放假没来 xD Hahaha. Well, I had spent 2 mths or so working liao.. that's really fast: From Christmas to count dwn 2010 and now in the middle of new year period. This also means tt result is c...
Yo! Finally back to blogging after I MIA for 3 mths. Well, the feeling after major exams were over was great! Having loads of fun tgt with my loved ones and dear 8.1! Loads of events had been lined up for me after tt! Had outings tgt with my JC best gal-frens, went for prom and finally climax: Taiwan trip with my mother, godma and my jiu mu! I will nvr forget the first tym i sat on plane with excitement and flew to a place i had yearned to go=) After the taiwan trip and a short break, i had started working with sjie and mq. Haha met alot of frens, some of whom r the same age as us and also funny but serious at work de team leaders! I had mixed feelings during the working period coz sometym i loved the job i am doing but sometym i dun xD But overall, i think is satisfactory. Haha from working, i noe hw to open up my social circle and expand my boudary and even being exposed to the real-life working society. Sounds cool yah? But,i prefer studying more=) Anws i jus had a wonderful chalet ...